♥not♥so♥happy♥face♥

im relapsing, but nobody follows this account of mine so they wouldnt care if i cut or not

you say you love me, but then why do i always feel like um second to every one?

im such a stupid and disgusting faggot, no one cares and im very aware of that now 

what the fuck is wrong with me

i still fucking love her

okay so, its been a bit of a while and im am now single (no surprise there)

fuckingfuckyouall

okay, i literally feel like an asshole, and thats coming from someone who has a wp account for angsty comments about people whose actions piss me the fuck off

"social distancing is killing me. i need attention :("
          
          bITCH WHAT-
          
          yoU NEED ATTENTION?!
          
          i rESULTED TO THE ONLINE LITTLE/CG DISCORD SERVERS (specifically 3 of them) FOR SOMEONE TO GIVE ME THE ATTENTION THAT A 1-4 YEAR OLD REQUIRES B E C A U S E YOUR ASS DECIDED THAT IGNORING ME FOR LIKE 1 MONTH OR SO, YOU S L E P T THROUGH OUR 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY YOU DIP SHIT 

i literally have four wattpad accounts in this is my probs my proudest one rn, like screw all of you okay?