fuckuroo_weeb

I just republished 1 of my old books lmao

fuckuroo_weeb

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Soooo my life is a total mess. There r probably ppl w/ lives a lot worse than mine tho so plz don’t think of me like a crybaby or whatever. Imma just like rant about it on here cuz kno 1 will actually look at this. And if u r reading this, well hello. Anyways my sister hasn’t tried killing her self again yet. Although my mother is filing for a divorce 2morrow so I feel like that might not be the best for my sis considering her mental state isn’t the best. Obviously I’m upset that my parents r getting a divorce but I didn’t want them 2 think that so I’m just pretending that I’m relieved they finally r. I guess I am kinda relieved in a way tho. I mean for as long as I can remember they have fucking hated each other and wanted 2 get a divorce. They probably fight at least 10 times a week. I also haven’t self harmed in a year but I’m starting 2 get urges now. I honestly probably won’t end up going back 2 cutting but their r other ways in the past that I’ve like tried 2 relieve myself of the mental pain. Anytime something really shitty happens in my life I usually end up going back to bulimia and/or anorexia. I honestly just can’t eat. My family is probably gonna be super annoyed and disappointed if they find out I’m purging and starving myself again but I honestly can’t help it. Y’all I feel like such a burden. Not enough of a burden that imma like go kill my self or anything tho. I’m not suicidal currently. AnYwAyS...welp I’m done w/ my stupid rant that no 1 is gonna read. U may precede w/ living ur lives and forgetting about everything u just read.

-nanamisecretary

pm me anytime if you need to talk. it’s not great for my mental health but i can make an expectation. :) also my parents are getting a divorce so if you want i can talk to you about that!
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fuckuroo_weeb

So my sister wanted 2 like go against my parents and whatever soooo.... she cut 1 side of her hair slightly above her shoulders like mine, leaving the other half a medium length. Then she also cut like really crap side bangs. Im dying lmao

fuckuroo_weeb

Ok so my twin sister is in the hospital for trying 2 commit suicide and self harming...how’s every 1 else’s day been going?

fuckuroo_weeb

Thx so much h
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gracecms

She is your twin sister after all
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gracecms

I’ve been through this…my cousin tried to kill herself by almost jumping off a 5 story building, but I was there to stop her from jumping. They get better…I promise—well, not promise, I can’t guarantee it but I hope that she gets better. Right now, just talk to her, tell her what she would be missing out of if she did die; finding love, having children, traveling, parties, friends. Tell her how much you would miss her if she really did leave this world. Tell her that the other half of you isn’t there without her. All she needs is someone to tell her “It’s fine. You’re here, that’s all that matters”.
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