it's anna & she's writing :)

here once again to send u some love!! <3
          hope youre doing okay, take care xx

so i had a super sweet realization this morning and kind of realized that i miss writing for an audience ( = aka about a handful of super lovely people who stayed here despite me not being really active apart from my Ambassador activities) and yes, i think i might have it in me to post and not only answer, but maybe reach out to y'all again.
          
          i will absolutely take my time with everything, but through that i can guarantee that i try to do everything with the kindest motivations and whatever you'll see here, it will be put out intentionally and not to just crowd an already very crowded space. i take my principle about trying to contribute only things that are meaningful (to me and hopefully to some of you, too) very seriously.
          
          maybe i'll re-do all of my cover art, maybe i'll come up with a new concept for my profile or maybe i'll just leave it as it is and say "not today, sweetie :)" to my anxious perfectionism. 
          
          i have poetry and stories that document the struggles and growing-up i have been through the past two years and once i feel like it, i would love to share that with you!
          
          treat yourself with some love and lower the volume on the anxious voice in your head. i'm still here and so are you, how wonderful is that? <3
          
          
          [ as always, take all my writing errors and put them in a box and then throw that box out of the window because i will be very aware of every single mistake the second my frightened self has posted this ]

hi! i just wanted to say that i still love you a lot ++ hope youre doing okay hehe <3

bonjour everyone,
          
          thank you very much to each and every super lovely and exquisite and absolutely adorable soul who wished me a happy birthday! 
          
          i have been editing my past & current works here and there, whenever I wasn't completely losing myself in exam preparation or whatever else was happening at the moment, and i will continue to do so, especially regarding some areas where i have learned more and began to invest more time and effort in educating myself. thus i may take down some of my works or some of its chapters, but not to erase any mistakes i've made, but to re-read, edit and comment everything adequately to show what i have learned and where i still have a lot of learning left to do. 
          
          thank you very much for your continuing support even though i did not post anything or contacted you except an occasional birthday message. i love you lots & will be giving you more content in the future. although i pretended to be doing nothing creative, i actually did, it just may be a bit different from what i used to do in 2019 or just very personal in a different way from what i used to share here.
          
          anyway, i am thinking of you every now and then, hoping we will somehow make it through this, together in both frustration, hope and uncertainty. 
          
          love you <3
          
          PS: have a look at my Spotify activity to know what i am up to because i spend ten hours per day creating playlists and obsessing over coldmirror's podcast (if you're up to a small listening session, let me know) or follow my three different instagram accounts. yes. three. and that's a very conscious choice, hehe.

Your poetry is marvellous- going to spend my day reading your work! ♡

guess whos here again? es ist nicht mal eine woche gewesen, seitdem ich das letzte mal hier geschrieben habe, i'm so sorry for spamming omg
          ich wollte nur sagen, dass ich deinen neuen header + icon absolut wundervoll finde hehe. very aesthetic and wholesome!!
          i adore you as well, take care!! <3

hello, good afternoon, i still love you & hope you’re having a nice time!!
          random recommendation: i recently discovered this website and liked it pretty much, maybe you do, too.
          ↳ https://neal.fun/
          anyways,, take care and stay safe!! you are awesome!!
          ― joon, your biggest fan.

oh neue cover! we love it hehe.
          as always: hope you’re doing good, listening to some nice music and eating enough.

hey anna-darling!
          i’m here once again to tell you aGAIN that you’re super nice. i’m proud of you.
          hope your doing good and having a nice winter;; take care!! <33

I MUST BE A SNOWFLAKE, ‘CUZ I’VE FALLEN FOR YOU.
          
          i’m here AGAIN OMG
          (today with some cheesy pick-up-line hehe)
          and again i wanted to remind you that you are super cool!!
          i hope you appreciate yourself as much as i do appreciate you <3
          
          ps:  if you were a vegetable, you’d be a ‘cute-cumber.’