@fukuroki this made a lot more sense than the scenerios I conjured up. But it's you understand your feelings and putting faith above something that probaaly wouldn't have lasted, that I find admirable.
yall, i think i have a crush..ok im not sure, im just simping on him, not actually like, i REALLY BADLY dont want to crush on him bcs i have my reasons but bro- he's not backing down tho, and im here for it, im eating it, yummylicious