To the best friend I lost:
(Only writing this because nobody looks at it)
I remember you so clearly because of how many fights we got into.
How we would sing when we were mad at eachother until eventually we made up. How we hated the same exact people.
I miss you so much, but I'm so afraid that it was for the best. We just weren't meant to be a lasting friendship, weren't meant to have eachother.
I haven't seen you for 4 years and it breaks my heart because I know I won't ever see you again. I can't tell people about you because they wouldn't believe me. They wouldn't believe the awesome adventures I had with you.
And those memories have dug a hole in my heart.
I miss those days when our parents would take us to build a bear and we were giggling the whole time and we chose the same animals so we could be twins.
When your mom called and said you were having seizures, I cried.
Because I hate these moments of fear.
The thing is, I wanted to stay with you forever.
I get so sad when I watch people near to me grow up. I bet you remember her.
She's so different now.
To my best friend,
Goodbye.
