Rufa Tandoc

We should learn to forgive ourselves if we did some ridiculous or bad in tha past, because when we forgive, we'll let go and step forward for the new beginning and we'll grow. Just accept it slowly.

She always pretend her smile and laugh but inside of that she's a broken, she's like a little girl who's seeking attention, care and love, but she always hide her pain, so he can't disturb others business, but it's not healthy to hide our feelings, pain and sorrow, we need to burst it out, so the heaviness of our heart will ease.

We don't need to trap ourselves in the past because we have future to wait for, we just need to step out of the darkness and find the door to get out and find the happines. The past will not define you but the past will teach you to grow darling.

We all have different stories in our life that's why we also have different attitude and characteristics too, so we don't have the right to judge a person base on looking at it or seeing his/her bad attitude because we don't know what's behind it, we have capability to fake our true emotion and feelings, we can smile despite we're not okay, we hide it like how we hide our pain, because every hurtful words can trigger the emotional and mental health, so we need to be careful saying words to someone because we don't know the whole story of his/her life.

Have you ever tried locking yourself in your dark room and cried silently because you don't want someone see you being emotional and fragile?

Hey!
          Would you like to come and visit my dark side?
          If not,
          I advise you take run and hide.
          If you want,
          come and meet my demons lurking me inside.

I don't care what may people think,
          Being imperfect won't make me sink
          I will keep being strong,
          until I prove them wrong.

It's hard to live in this toxic society,
          And being true to myself isn't easy.
          But I will try to smile and enjoy the reality,
          and prove that happy ending isn't a fantasy.

          
          Losing me.
          
          I am lost.
          I don't know want to do,
          I feel like I'm nothing,
          I feel like this is not me anymore,
          This is not I used to be,
          Morning till night I'm looking for myself.
          Please, I want to know where can I find myself again?

We are battling,
          But we can't see our enemy.
          Who is really our enemy?
          Is that the people surround us
          Or not?
          
          I walk and I saw my enemy,
          She's smiling evilly.
          I got scared but I realized,
          the enemy is myself because I saw my own reflection and I saw the demons inside me.