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Kinda want to do a daniel jackson imagine book… would anyone read it?

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That moment you feel so alone in a world full of life and people. Im not a peoples person and i never have been. If i consider you a friend or even more than that your pretty fucking special. If i were to meet all of my favorite bands im sure the first person id run to is Andy Biersack because hes the only voice that calms me down. Im so scared that if i meet him my brain will cause me to run away out of pure fear of being judged. Thats my fear being judged by the person i love more than my parents... when hes happy and smiling im happy and smiling. He has made me rethink life. Im glad to be a fan because i already realised what a shit place the world is thanks to Black veil brides. I wasnt told by anyone i was shown subtly by people i love and care about. So if somehow some way they see this... Thank you for being a band and existing id be nothing without you guys. I have problems unknown to scientists and i dont want to be cured. I stand up for myself and others. If anyone hurts the six people i care for most imma kick some ass and ruin lives because i only want happiness for them. 

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gender dysphoria
          
          Usually occurs in FTM (female to male) and MTF(male to female) transgender people. They sometimes feel very upset or depressed about the body they were born with. It can consume their mind because their gender is something they have to deal with every second of everyday. This is a very serious thing and it is horrible to go through. People who have this illness hate their body and wish they were the opposite gender. Gender isnt easily changed and transgender people have to go thru a very costly and lengthy process to reach their goal of the opposite gender. Hating your natural self is a very tragic thing to go through.
          
          

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Is it a bad thing that it has become PHYSICALLY impossible for me to cry .... like i cant even shed a tear 
          Going on 12 years i havent cried for hours on end....if i do cry its like 5 seconds then nothing you can feel your heart and soul shattering bit by bit and it makes you want to fade into nothing