Emily Deyes

I hate that I can’t tell my sister anything, she always judges me over everything. So I just keep everything inside until I can’t anymore and vent to someone. 

Despite everything tonight I still feel alone and lonely

Don’t know if I’m mentally fit to go to work today, having what I call my episodes( I get super depressed and don’t want to do anything but cry and all my energy goes into fighting my suicidal thoughts) 

Went to the movies by myself, made me realize how alone I was. Aside from that the movie was good 

Happy 17th birthday to me 

Just watched Hurricane Bianca and I loved every minute of it. 

So I had a surprise when I logged into twitter today. Will jay followed me ❤

My grandmother said come camp with me, ardin is at her moms. (Because i dont like smol children.) So i went over and ardin is fucking sitting on the couch so now im in the fucking room by myself. But this kid is so fucking loud when she talks its like she is right beside me  
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So my father said i have to find someone to take my dog or else hes getting shot. I dont know how to feel about this 

Didn't selfharm for a month but of course ny mind was like today you will.