some of you may not know me for who i am or who i was
but i'm trying to be better that who you think i am. 

i think it's time you met the real me
i'll be real this time
i won't be annoying like how you see me
i will give a fxck about what i'm doing
it won't be pretty : trust me

if you don't like it - go fxck yourself
at least i tried. 

i guess being real comes with a price
losing my friends
family
everyone i know and love
i guess you never loved me then
real love means you love someone
no matter what


some people aren't meant to like others 
i guess you're just one of my haters. 

so be it
i don't hate you
cause everyone has a good side
even in those broken
lonely
angry
murderous
hearts and minds of theirs

i'm just saying

love you

yours sincerely,
fxckedupbeauty