Y'all so much has happened since I was last on here and I ACTUALLY needed to openly share this so yeah. (Also mad that it doesn't show the emojis I wanna put in)
Anyways so there's this guy that I've low-key been crushing on, he's in my gym class, language arts, and i sit behind him in art. And BRO he is so fine but there's a tiny problem. I think he's homophobic or something because he hangs out with all the transphobic and homophobic country guys and I'm actually scared he's one of them.
But no like he is actually so fine and we've had a couple conversations in art where he was like "oh I like your drawing" and yesterday we had to do a rough draft of our next project which is a kind of realistic drawing of an animal of our choice and he came and sat next to me and asked what animal I was picking and I said I was gonna do a red panda (because I love red pandas) and he said "i know your good at drawing so could you help me draw a stingray" and then he proceed to tell me all about stingrays and BRO HIS SMILE IS SO PRETTY, like he is so pretty for a guy i swear.
Anyways but then I started drawing the lay out of the stingray and was just pretty much explaining how to draw the stingray and we got on the topic of how long I've done art and then he reached his arm over and pointed at the wings of the stingray I was drawing and he started yapping about them again but HE HAD HIS ARM RESTED ON MINE.
Like I was actually mentally screaming on the inside, and I was trying so hard to just keep my cool because I guess I was nervous but no I felt like I was low-key having my main character moment.
But it's okay he's still SO FINE. Like this is the first guy I've actually had this fat of a crush on and I just had to share the interaction because I get all Happy everytime I think about it.