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Goodbye. I'm not dying though. 

YIPEE IM GOING TRAMPOLINE PARK 2MORROW WITH MY GF AND LIGHTBULB!!!

HELP PEOPLE IN MY FORM KEEP COMING TO ME FOR RELATIONSHIP ADVICE??? NO-ONE KNOWS ME AND MY GF ATE DATING SO TO THEM IVE DATED NO-ONE 

I have no clue what gender I  but here’s an updated pronouns list:
          He him
          She her
          They them
          Xe Xir
          

uhh forgot to update as soon as I watched the episode but umm here’s my opinion 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          This show has broke my soul I think about life in a different way because of II. They’re dead but they are still functional?  (I put the unctional in functional)
          The TV kept plugging on and on meaning that pickle (first to inanimate/objectify) wanted to save his progress of the game.
          PAINTBRUSH SOMEONE GIVE THEM A HUG THEY WATCHED ALL THEIR CLOSE FRIENDS MINUS ONE WHO THEY THOUGHT WENT MISSING DIE INFRONT OF THEIR EYES. THEY LEGIT CRIED LIKE OMGA??
          also give Baseball a break he was depressed bc no Nickel and then happy for one minute b4 nickel objectified/inanimated then he got killed himself we love him.
          As a fan kinnie my final words would be “I knew too much” and Fan ILYSM I will never forget him. I will fight anyone who dare says II is bad because it’s a cinematic masterpiece 

Vent-ish TW: Knife mention
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          3 kids. Two masked 
          One not. The one without
          Was an ex-student 
          They had knifes
          Blocking the path so we
          Couldn’t leave and
          Threatening us 
          
          Chased on scooter and I ran
          Across the road
          Almost getting run over
          But the scooter kid with 
          Knife was too far behind
          
          Almost died twice. Friends were laughing about it joking. I’m traumatised. My friends only ran from the Head teacher who only locked the gate and went back inside the school. I wish my friends realise how serious this was,how terrifyed I am to even walk the 2mimute walk to school alone.
          
          Maybe they were just laughing in the moment Right? On friend GC I asked did everyone make it home safely
          Lightbulb said No
          I spammed are you
          Okay did you get hurt? Did they chase you
          And she said 
          I got stabbed ^_^
          I immediately raged this was so fucking serious and my friends were so obvious?? We are the smartest people in the form. I’m one of the smartest people in the whole year. The others are too. They need to act like it.
          
          Genuinely terrified I don’t know how I’m going to sleep or go back to school

Does anyone else get stressed out by a lack of notifications?
          No just me okayy

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          My dad is dead to me I forgot to wash one plate and he shouts and nearly hits me I’m so done. Does he not realise that I actually have a life? That I’m best in my year in all subjects? That I’m the best in my year perfect 0 credits 0 detentions? He’s on about all I’m doing is on a phone. Yeah and doing things that keep me from going insane and losing it. I animate keeps me sane Read and write Keeps me sane Talk to my friends keeps me sane Watching Bfdi and II keeps me sane.
          I am constantly this close to loosing my shit everything and everyone is just so overwhelming I can’t I haven’t had a good sleep in months and it’s not because I’ve started school School is helping School is nice.The friend group is going from 6 to 10 and that’s 4 new people I need to keep my good “real” impression on 4 more people facing my lies. It’s too much the only one staircase rule is stressful I’m stuck between people and when they stop is in the hallways I’m always scared I got in trouble or that I’ll be late to lesson and get a credit and not be perfect.
          I’m so close to done. So what if I keep not talking to anyone and just sit my room for 6 hours?? You did t care for me anyways. 
          
          This one large friend groupin my form now hates me out of jealousy because I sit next to friends and they got split up and now they glare at me trying to get me in trouble every chance they get I almost got BASECAMP/ISOLATION AND A 1HOUR CORRE FION/DETENTION because of them.
          
          Im just doing anything anyone says. That’s why I hate suitcase so much Ik she’s not real but even a fictional character can stand up for herself and leave a toxic group and not miss it while I can’t. I did leave the toxic person but only because she moved schools and I still miss her every day even tho she was terrible to me.
          
          Sorry if I write quite a lot of angst it’s really helping getting my feelings out

HEHEGEHE ITS 5AM N I HAVENT FALLEN ASLEEP (bare in mind I don’t have coffee or energy drinks or chocolate) 

GIYS GIYS GIYS I HAVE I GF NOWW