I thought I could get over you.
I suppose not.
It's been nearly 7 1/2 months already, shouldn't I be over you?
I wish I could go back in time, instead of just Seeing future events. Then, I would go back and tell myself to give you 10,000 reasons to not let me go. I told myself I was over you. I have dated more.
In my eyes, you were perfect. You were exactly what I needed. We balanced each other out. I loved our little library cuddles. You hugged me, cuddled me, kissed me. I wish I could have you back. They were right, you know. They told me that I wasn't over you. I denied it, but now, I realise...I guess I'm not.
I know I can't have you back. You aren't the type of person who dates the same person twice. I just wanted to put this out there. If I can find someone who was like you - which I know of a person who is similar - then perhaps I'll date them.
But for now.
I guess I'll just keep the memories we have.
I won't try to talk to you, I won't bother you with silly Feelings or things that I See. I'll let you be happy with Kai.
But.
I love you, forever and always, Max.
Goodbye.
-Gray