gaipa8333

Why can’t I stop thinking about you?
          	I always wonder what you think of me?

gaipa8333

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Damn it... am I really doing this again?
          The same person almost nine years ago?
          I pray it's not love. Please let this just be a dumb crush like before, I beg. 
          But that "dumb crush"? Yeah, it lasted four years.
          
          Then someone else came along I truly loved them... but they never loved me back.
          Five more years of one-sided hope.
          
          And now? The original culprit from nine years ago is back... after leaving so coldly five years ago.
          
          Is this nostalgia? Delusion? Emotional sabotage?
          Or am I actually missin-
          
          Ugh, screw both of them. I never even dated either of them anyway!!
          They've kept me single my whole life up to now.
          
          But I still wonder what it's really like to love and be loved.
          but I do know how to love.
          
          So dramatic, as usual.
          Nonchalant cutie shut up already. 
          No!

gaipa8333

I admit that I really miss you.
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gaipa8333

If being a cool nonchalant person can’t be me, then a silly nonchalant attitude would be a great start. MASTER OF MONEY MASTER OF NONCHALANT  MASTER OF GAMBLING ️(A slave of cats) MASTER OF EVERY SINGLE THING ️☄️☀️️♾️⏳️⚠️☯️

gaipa8333

@Dreamlived I was NOT prepared and I was being peak cringe! But seriously, your work? Obsessed. Keep slaying!o(^▽^)o
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Dreamlived

@gaipa8333 Not at all .
            Then it should be the same for me if you read something posted by me.
            U good!!
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gaipa8333

@Dreamlived Welp… this is awkward. I wrote it thinking no one would ever read guess I was wrong!!!!
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