secrets of the universe

why am i fucked up
          even now when I'm on medication I still want to down however many pills I can find in my room
          i shouldn't even be here.  all I give people is fucking annoyance and grief.
          I wish he'd never met me.

i'm a mess with alcohol in my veins and aches falling through the soles of my shoes and nowhere to turn to

I'm sorry.  Not that anybody really cares because I'm just a bio on a website on the internet.  But I'm sorry.  I havent written anything in months and I have no motivation.  I want to die more than I want to live, but I'm trying to get help.  Maybe in February I'll be back.  maybe.  
          I'm sorry

happy b'day m8 hope u have a g8 day
          
          
          No, but really I hope you had an amazing day and enjoy being 14 (it's great)
          
          - Emily :D

P!ATD is amazing 

So I've been following you on Instagram for months now and haven't found your Wattpad till now omg c:

half of my favourite fanfictions are in your reading list and i just- I just saw you comment nyan like 70 billion time on my IG fuck no XD 

when you decide to give your best friend a little smile by telling them that they look wonderful and a group of zebras is called a dazzle bet u didn't know that

I LOVE YOUR INSTAGRAM AND YOUR STORY KEEP WRITING PLZ

@AmazingDanilion IM SORRY I THOUGHT YOU DID WELCOME ANYWAY