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hi..im really just scared to say this to my friends, cuse i dont want them to worry, i know they'll see this but still...anyways this is...or may be just my finally day, if you know that means congrats, honestly im just tired, i dont feel like myself anymore, i dont act how i used to, im annoying, clingy, i even act like a child, and i feel like just letting go, to be happy, i just want the great relaces of death, its not worth living if its the same constant shit 24/7, my mom being mad at me, blaming me, my teachers, kids i dont even know from school...im just so fucking done, i just want to stab myself and hope i dont wake up, no i pray that i dont wake up...honestly if i did have the ball to tell my friends this...but wont bc they already have shit they need to deal with, i would say "thank you" and "i love you all so so very much" but i just cant, honestly if i do just kms i would be happy, and hope my friends dont miss me, i mean theres noting to really miss about me im just a dumbass who cant spell, im useless, i already know my family wont miss me so hm...yeah this is just...it....bye :]