galaxiewhvre

I never wanted to stop writing. I loved you guys. You guys kept me alive in such a terrible relationship I was in. And then he ruined it. He took you guys away from me again and painted me as a villain. 
          	
          	I just want to be myself again and I’m so sorry for my sudden disappearance. I want to write again but it’s hard because what I was writing was what I was going through. He’s obsessed with me. I’m scared. He said if I ever left him he would kill me and my entire family but I can’t be with him anymore it’s killing me. 
          	
          	I know he might see this if he’s on wattpad, but I don’t care. I’ve already told him that the damage he’s done to me has left me in ruins. 
          	
          	I was abused in every way possible. Emotionally, sexually, physically for years. Every abusive action I put your self-inserts through was an amalgamation of abusive acts my ex fiance did to me. 
          	
          	Does anyone know if I can truly recover from this?

moon_nightshade

@galaxiewhvre :
          	  ‎
          	  ‎“You are not ruined. What happened to you was cruel, but it does not define who you are. The fact that you survived years of abuse and are still here speaking your truth means you are stronger than you realize.
          	  ‎
          	  ‎He tried to take away your voice, your confidence, and your freedom but your voice is still yours. Your writing is still yours. Your life is still yours.
          	  ‎
          	  ‎Please don’t believe for a second that people see you as a villain. The readers who cared about your stories care about you too. We’re proud of you for leaving, for speaking up, and for still trying to heal even after everything.
          	  ‎
          	  ‎Recovery is possible. It won’t happen overnight, but you deserve safety, peace, love, and a future where nobody controls or hurts you anymore. One day you’ll look back and realize surviving him was the beginning of getting yourself back.
          	  ‎
          	  ‎ Take your time. Protect yourself first. And please remember: you are stronger than the fear he put inside you.”
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taehay29

Don't be with him anymore, and him saying all that u, need protection like I said police, let them handle him, cuz I don't want u to get this twisted on u
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taehay29

this message may be offensive 
@galaxiewhvre tell the authorities love. U need to speak to ur family about this as well as the police or other services depending on what country you are in. Even if they don't believe u bullshit, at least get it in their knowledge and system. So if anything happens it is in their history. If u know what I mean. And I say touch wood, I hope nothing else or worse happens to u xxxx I shall pray for the best ❤️❤️❤️
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galaxiewhvre

I never wanted to stop writing. I loved you guys. You guys kept me alive in such a terrible relationship I was in. And then he ruined it. He took you guys away from me again and painted me as a villain. 
          
          I just want to be myself again and I’m so sorry for my sudden disappearance. I want to write again but it’s hard because what I was writing was what I was going through. He’s obsessed with me. I’m scared. He said if I ever left him he would kill me and my entire family but I can’t be with him anymore it’s killing me. 
          
          I know he might see this if he’s on wattpad, but I don’t care. I’ve already told him that the damage he’s done to me has left me in ruins. 
          
          I was abused in every way possible. Emotionally, sexually, physically for years. Every abusive action I put your self-inserts through was an amalgamation of abusive acts my ex fiance did to me. 
          
          Does anyone know if I can truly recover from this?

moon_nightshade

@galaxiewhvre :
            ‎
            ‎“You are not ruined. What happened to you was cruel, but it does not define who you are. The fact that you survived years of abuse and are still here speaking your truth means you are stronger than you realize.
            ‎
            ‎He tried to take away your voice, your confidence, and your freedom but your voice is still yours. Your writing is still yours. Your life is still yours.
            ‎
            ‎Please don’t believe for a second that people see you as a villain. The readers who cared about your stories care about you too. We’re proud of you for leaving, for speaking up, and for still trying to heal even after everything.
            ‎
            ‎Recovery is possible. It won’t happen overnight, but you deserve safety, peace, love, and a future where nobody controls or hurts you anymore. One day you’ll look back and realize surviving him was the beginning of getting yourself back.
            ‎
            ‎ Take your time. Protect yourself first. And please remember: you are stronger than the fear he put inside you.”
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taehay29

Don't be with him anymore, and him saying all that u, need protection like I said police, let them handle him, cuz I don't want u to get this twisted on u
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taehay29

this message may be offensive 
@galaxiewhvre tell the authorities love. U need to speak to ur family about this as well as the police or other services depending on what country you are in. Even if they don't believe u bullshit, at least get it in their knowledge and system. So if anything happens it is in their history. If u know what I mean. And I say touch wood, I hope nothing else or worse happens to u xxxx I shall pray for the best ❤️❤️❤️
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galaxiewhvre

Do you know what it’s like to sacrifice everything about you that makes you you for another person? Do you know what it’s like to completely alter your identity in order to fit into someone’s idea of you so they won’t leave you? Do you know what it’s like despite losing yourself to a person they still will lust after other people? 
          
          He took everything from me. I even stopped writing because of him and now I’m lost. I don’t know who I am anymore I don’t know if my writing is any good anymore. It took so long to continue doing it as it was my only lifeline in such a horrible situation I was in for years. I was heavily controlled, heavily monitored. What I wore, what I said, what I watched, what I read, even my own thoughts were policed for years. 
          
          And yet I loved him. I loved him so much my writing turned into backend diaries of his abuse against me. In every character I write, I see him. My mind has been ruined. He’s poisoned the well. How am I ever going to recover the lost parts of myself that I had destroyed for his sake after all these years? What have I done?

taehay29
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taehay29

No point crying over ur actions and dedication time etc. What has happened has happened. U cannot change it what so ever. But what you do now matters to ur future self sis. And trust me ur future self will thank you, for every right decision u make of ur own choice. (hopefully right choices )
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taehay29

@galaxiewhvre I'm sorry to hear that. I all honesty from what it sounds like take a break, a holiday but in this economy I'm crying, so treat yourself ✌️. Forget him ik it's hard but slowly, it's breaking u down, by taking slow steps away from him/problem everything will be fine at the end. ❤️❤️❤️
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galaxiewhvre

I am no longer writing.

GTRAI01

@galaxiewhvre whatever it is your going through, know we're here for you. Supporting your descions, whatever they may be. Your definitely one of my favorite authors on the app, and I hope you continue to hone your writing, even if it's not here. Your incredibly good at what you do.
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inksans555

@galaxiewhvre awwwwwwww did something happen???
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