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So… I got some news- I’m going to try and convince my mom to let me go to an actual therapist since… I watched one of marks old 7 year old videos, (his hair was red then!) it’s was named “Don’t take the risk” it’s a very good video, it made me more self aware about how bad my mental health and Physical health is… I cried atleast 5 times while watching it… and I felt a bit better afterwards too. So I wouldn’t say I recommend watching it if your sensitive to the topic of suicide… but I will say if you want to watch it you may- it’s a very self aware video and it means a lot to me (for some odd reason…) I talked to me friend about it and they really helped me understand more since they go through the same pain as me… now I may start adding a lot more angst into these stories so be aware that it will be kinda of sad, I will add warnings bc I’m not mean And I don’t want to trigger anyone and scare the living hell out of them! Now do take my word when I say I’m going through some very hard stuff in my home so I may make it sound like I’m aok in my books, but I’m really not I promise you that… but hey who cares I’m just a person on the Internet! Anyways this was probably meaningless and you guys most likely won’t even read this so if you did congrats! U read through all my sentimental bullshit! Now please have a good and I wish u all a wonderful rest of your life and make it last! I’ll see u in the next one, buh bye!