y’know, sometimes, words just. hit you hard. especially when the person is already hurt. and. we tend to, burst out, and hurt people when we’re upset. it hurts them in the end. and we hurt more. i know you’re still here in this world. that’s for sure. but. not being able to talk to you, properly that too still kills me a lot. y’know it. it just. it’s like life itself comes to a halt when, you lose someone ever so dear to you. you apologised after what you said, but. it still hurts on the inside cause. you don’t really know how much of an impact words can have on someone. bad or good, they both give out the same signs and reactions. either you feel happy, or you feel hurt. maybe you feel, so excited, maybe you just don’t expect anything to happen anymore. but, in some way we all lose something. we all get hurt even if it started off happily. this is just a rant you guys. i just wanted get a bit off my pain of my chest. it’s quiet unbearable and i haven’t really felt this way in a long time now. don’t mind it you guys. seriously. i love you all by the way
