garlicnaan
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I used to collect moments like they were proof I existed a laugh, a touch, a disappointment, pressed between ribs like pressed flowers.
Everything arrived loudly then. Even silence had edges.
I would wake up already carrying the day, already bruised by things that hadn’t happened yet, already reaching for meaning in passing shadows.
Now the mornings come without announcement.
No rush inside the chest, no argument with thought, no reaching.
Just movement.
People still speak in colors, but I hear them in tone only not sharp, not soft, just information passing through.
There was a time I would’ve called this loss. I would’ve searched for what broke, what left, what changed me.
But nothing broke.
It just stopped needing to be held so tightly.
Even sadness, when it visits, doesn’t stay long enough to sit down. Even joy doesn’t ask to be remembered.
And strangely, I am not drowning in this distance.
I am not waiting to return to what I was.
I am learning the shape of life without gripping it.
It doesn’t feel like numbness.
It feels like standing in open air without trying to catch it.
garlicnaan
I used to collect moments like they were proof I existed a laugh, a touch, a disappointment, pressed between ribs like pressed flowers.
Everything arrived loudly then. Even silence had edges.
I would wake up already carrying the day, already bruised by things that hadn’t happened yet, already reaching for meaning in passing shadows.
Now the mornings come without announcement.
No rush inside the chest, no argument with thought, no reaching.
Just movement.
People still speak in colors, but I hear them in tone only not sharp, not soft, just information passing through.
There was a time I would’ve called this loss. I would’ve searched for what broke, what left, what changed me.
But nothing broke.
It just stopped needing to be held so tightly.
Even sadness, when it visits, doesn’t stay long enough to sit down. Even joy doesn’t ask to be remembered.
And strangely, I am not drowning in this distance.
I am not waiting to return to what I was.
I am learning the shape of life without gripping it.
It doesn’t feel like numbness.
It feels like standing in open air without trying to catch it.
taetulip__
Diduu!!
Aap mujhse naraj ho ????
panipuriiii
Aapka woh account tha na tara wala woh unfollow hogaya tha mujhe laga aap mujhse naraj ho isliye follower se nikal diya TT
But I'm glad everything is good aur aapse bast hui ✨✨✨❤️
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garlicnaan
@taetulip__ I'm not active on Insta voh vale id pe where we usually talk. Main id pe krdena message I'm available there <3 Btw I have a good news to share
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butterfly_girl_V
Di!!! Where are you????
pink_lipsss
Hello didi
butterfly_girl_V
Hii
butterfly_girl_V
@garlicnaan hii di!!! It was good? How was yours? Sorry as usual I saw your message late ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ I was studying so I forgot ( ・ั﹏・ั) sorry (╯︵╰,)
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garlicnaan
Never go back to the people who made you cry with tears in front of God✨
garlicnaan
@BrokenRose If loving him means losing yourself, it was never love it was just pain you learned to stay for.
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garlicnaan
@BrokenRose okk I don't want to sound preachy but this is my take on this Love shouldn’t feel like something you have to survive. I get why you’d stay when you care about someone, you start convincing yourself the pain is worth it. But slowly, you lose yourself trying to hold on to something that keeps breaking you. You deserve a kind of love that feels safe, not something you have to endure just to keep it.
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butterfly_girl_V
Hiii good morning
butterfly_girl_V
@garlicnaan mine too! Just study all day then go to sleep! Just let my exam finish, I'll sleep 10+ hours a day (≧▽≦)
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garlicnaan
Sometimes you are so divinely protected that you do not get what you want ✨
butterfly_girl_V
What do you do? Like job? Or your own business?