I want to end it. End the pain, end the mental abuse. I had some sort of attack last night and my family just brushed it off like it was a small scrape. I almost fainted. I couldn't breath, or even move. My dad yelled at me, my mom didn't even care, my sisters said to calm down then left back to watch their show. That's how shitty my family is. They abuse me, mentally and sometimes physically. The mental abuse has gotten so bad my sanity is dropping. I keep it hidden, but I'm slowly and painfully going insane. There are three answers now staring at me. One,to commit suicide. Two, to let the insanity take over. Three, to reason with my family, which I have tried before. My sister and I are depressed and no one cares.