hey, honestly I have no idea why you're even reading this. i can't remember the password to this account so I can't delete it. I made this account when I was like 12 and I had horrible ideals. I've changed so much as a person and I'm just disgusted by some of the shit I wrote about. I only now remembered that this account even existed. 
I'm so sorry to everyone that for some reason read my shit. 
It's been 7 years and I swear I'm a better person now. I won't be leaving Wattpad for good. I'm starting anew. however, I will not be sharing the account here as I don't want this account tied to it. I'd much rather forget this ever even existed. thank you all, and if you run into any of my other, new books. I hope you enjoy them.