rowancoms

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2019 
          Is 
          Horrible 
          I 
          I can't do this anymore 
          I can't
          I really, really can't 
          First you 
          Then Emma 
          Then Dominic
          Then Shyun 
          Then Phoebe 
          Then 
          Just 
          Everybody fucking hates me 
          I just 
          I want to go back to the beginning of sixth grade
          Everybody was alive 
          Nothing was complicated 
          You were still at school
          I 
          I just 
          I want to die 

rowancoms

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GAVIN
          CAN YOU LIKE
          PLEASE KILL ME
          I 
          I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING LIVE ANYMORE 
          I WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN 
          I WANT DOMINIC BACK
          I JUST 
          EVERYBODY HATES ME 
          YOU PROBABLY DON'T REMEMBER ME ANYWAYS 
          I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH 
          I JUST
          ACK
           

rowancoms

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Welp-
          School's about to start- 
          I'm still mildly traumatized by the fact that I'm NoT going to see you-
          The Fall Out Boy concert is tomorrow,,
          Maybe I'll see you there???
          There's less than a one in a million chance that's possible though-
          Miss ya- 
          No hetero-
          Um
          Fuck
          It would be 
          REALLY
          nice if I could talk to you again-
          Like
          I never got to say goodbye???
          Well
          Goodbye, you wet dorito-

rowancoms

I still miss you a lot
          A lot 
          Um 
          If you ever get to have any contact
          Please talk to me 
          I know you'll probably never see this
          so I mean I'm really stupid
          anyway
          Remember on the first day of school you looked at me and was like 
          Really surprised that I had my head shaved
          And you were like "I don't know you"
          You were the first person I saw that day
          And
          Remember on picture day where I was wearing all that eyeliner because you told me I should
          And on Halloween when you said my costume was on the spot
          Heh
          Okay I don't think I can continue this without starting to sob again
          Well
          Bye
          

rowancoms

Oof 
          Yolo
          Just kidding
          Well I kinda miss you a lot
          Are you still going to the fall out boy concert
          If you were maybe we could meet up or something 
          Probably not though because you'll probably never see this
          Heh
          Well
          Bye for now I guess?