rowancoms

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2019 
          Is 
          Horrible 
          I 
          I can't do this anymore 
          I can't
          I really, really can't 
          First you 
          Then Emma 
          Then Dominic
          Then Shyun 
          Then Phoebe 
          Then 
          Just 
          Everybody fucking hates me 
          I just 
          I want to go back to the beginning of sixth grade
          Everybody was alive 
          Nothing was complicated 
          You were still at school
          I 
          I just 
          I want to die 

rowancoms

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Welp-
          School's about to start- 
          I'm still mildly traumatized by the fact that I'm NoT going to see you-
          The Fall Out Boy concert is tomorrow,,
          Maybe I'll see you there???
          There's less than a one in a million chance that's possible though-
          Miss ya- 
          No hetero-
          Um
          Fuck
          It would be 
          REALLY
          nice if I could talk to you again-
          Like
          I never got to say goodbye???
          Well
          Goodbye, you wet dorito-

rowancoms

I still miss you a lot
          A lot 
          Um 
          If you ever get to have any contact
          Please talk to me 
          I know you'll probably never see this
          so I mean I'm really stupid
          anyway
          Remember on the first day of school you looked at me and was like 
          Really surprised that I had my head shaved
          And you were like "I don't know you"
          You were the first person I saw that day
          And
          Remember on picture day where I was wearing all that eyeliner because you told me I should
          And on Halloween when you said my costume was on the spot
          Heh
          Okay I don't think I can continue this without starting to sob again
          Well
          Bye