gayASFmetalL0ver

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gayASFmetalL0ver

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Random vent ig idk-
          vent.
          Fucking hell I've gotten into the habit whenever I feel like crying 
          My usual method: repeat: "its ok" as much as I can. It kinda helps
          Now: "crying is weak no one cares no one loves your everyone hates you ♡ blah blah blah." It doesn't help ok it kinda does when I journal. But hey it's made me write more vent notes to keep to myself!!
          
          It happened today. The teacher called me childish amd to old for toys- I bought mini stuff/toys for the teachers. I didn't give one to her. I almost cried I felt in there I hate it. I hate crying.