69GayTittySweat69

Hi guys!! I have a website now where I sell my art and I just want to thank you all for the support and hope you like it! The link is in my bio and I'll also provide it here. Again, thank you all for your support and making this possible. If you have any suggestions on what you would like to see please let me know and I'll do my best to put it on the shop! I love you all! 
          
          https://www.zazzle.com/store/little_fiddle_co

Time is flying by and I'm learning to value what I have instead of what I don't have. Life teaches you many lessons, but, my most important one I've learned is to live in the moment. You never know when someone or yourself will be gone from this world. RIP my friend and many others who may have passed. 
          
          
          New chap of my art book is up aswell if anyone is willing to see it, if not, have a good night and YOLO !!
          
          Thanks, 
          Your Gay Best Friend (GBF) 
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Sorry I disappeared  for a while. Went to the mental hospital for multiple suicide attempts 

Tell me why I go to update my books recently and I get a fucking concussion at work and 1 of my grandparents died while the other is in the hospital dying and this all happens around my birthday. Also, my sister is trying to get custody of me but my parents are giving us a hard time. 
          
          
          Shit to much for me man....always suffering somehow. I wonder wtf I did in my past life, goddamn. 

Part 2 of 2 
          
          
          *TRIGGER WARNING- TALKS OF SEXUAL ASSULT IN DETAIL*
          
          Now, a few days later when I realized I was sexually assulted I began to completely break down. Like my mind was finally registering that I felt disgusting. I ended up telling them the next day that what they did was completely wrong and they should understand that and that's all I needed to feel calm; that they knew what they did was wrong and that is that. And, they call me the next day have a whole break down saying they were sorry and that if I gave them another chance it would never happen again. I refused because I didn't trust them anymore but, I did try to help them with their break down.
          
          It ended up going around my school what happened and authorties got involved and we had to call their grandma. This is where shit hits the fan.
          
          I told her what happened and how after she came and checked on us that I ended up falling asleep and they touched me and I was severely uncomfortable.
          
          She said that she was only gone for 15 minutes and that it couldn't have happened in that short amount of time. And that their dad would have said something if he saw me lying on them. ( He didnt btw and she basically called me a liar saying he would never do that :( ) 
          
          I just want to let y'all know that it literally takes a few seconds to sexually assult somebody and I don't understand her logic.
          
          Now I'm dealing with the aftermath and I'm so fucking afraid they will beat my ass for actually saying something about it. I'm afraid but, I won't go down without a fight.
          
          I wanted to let you guys know that of this ever happened to you, I want you to know that I'm here for you. This shit sucks and is constantly fucking me up but I don't want anybody to be alone. Also, I realized that I've been sexually assulted by this person multiple times before this and even before we dated. They would randomly touch my ass or grab my breast even though I said not too. I'm here for those who need some support :)

Part 1 of 2
          
          Y'all, I was sexually assulted about a month ago and the guardian of that person didn't believe me. I felt like shit. 
          
          
          
          *TRIGGER WARNING- TALKS OF SEXUAL ASSULT IN DETAIL*
          
          
          I was at my now ex's house and was sitting on his lap sideways and pretty much fell asleep in a minute or two. Their dad walked by and didn't really say anything. I wasn't bothered by it. (This becomes important later on) I fell asleep like that. Im a really light sleeper so I think it was a couple minutes later I woke up to said person grabbing my ass. I was in shock because we have talked multiple times about how I wasn't comfortabe being touched like that. I didn't know what to do but I tried to show I was completely uncomfortable. Btw this person is like twice my size and I didn't expect them to do something like this and didn't know what they would do if I tried to go against them. 
          
          They then proceeded to continue to go under my basketball shorts and touch me in places. I immediately found away off of them as I couldn't take it anymore. 
          
          I sit in the chair next to him and try to calm down thinking it was my fault for falling asleep on them. I then convinced myself I was okay and later proceeded to show something to them, which resulted in me being in their lap again. That's when their grandma walked in (One of their guardians ) and told me to get off which I immediately did because of how uncomfortable I became once again. I then started to go over my situation in my head and while doing so the other person was whining and complaining that I wasnt near them enough. Then, they tried to stick their tongue down my throat forcefully. I decided it was time to go which was around the time I was supposed to leave in the first place. 
          
          
          Part 1 of 2

I can't trust people anymore

Why TF did my mom's coworker say working fast food isn't hard- 
          
          
          
          Like excuse me!? You've never worked it for one so you don't know the stress of it and two my shits even worse as the store I work at is in a back corner where crackheads like to Rome! 
          
          Like this one time this women in a Batman mask with a wheelbarrow came to the back of our store and we asked her why she was doing there and you know what she was doing waiting for her dad and then we hear rustling in our damn trash can, WTF?
          
          Anyways, I dare her to work my job for a day, especially on a bad day as they are common.
          
          Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk 

*mini rant*
          
          Okay, some of you know that I balance school, work, and other minor things.
          
          
          I HAVE TO WORK 4 DAYS IN A ROW AND NOT REALLY HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR SCHOOL.
          
          it's okay though as I get paid more, BUT STILL.
          
          ANYWHORE, have a wonderful evening or night :)

Wait-
          
          What's this new wattpad guideline thing? 
          
          If it's what I heard all my books in my library all going to *disappear* 
          
          Wtf is this bullshit...