gay__panicc

Peter—no, Spider-man. Peter hasn't existed since Strange wiped the memory of him five years ago. 
          	
          	He stands on a rooftop, mask off, talking to Natasha.
          	
          	"You lied to me."
          	
          	She looks sad.
          	
          	"Five years ago—*five years* ago, when Strange was erasing you from existence, you said you would make us remember. You *lied*" She looked at him, eyes shiny.
          	
          	"I *tried*" His voice cracked. "I did try, Nat. You couldn't remember me." Tears welled up in his eyes. "Neither could Rhodey, or Happy or.."
          	
          	He trailed off, "Tony." He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I even tracked down Bruce–Hulk? He couldn't remember either."
          	
          	He looked at Natasha, "I didn't want to push you guys, or take any extreme measures–"
          	
          	"You should've taken extreme measures!" She shouts, stomping towards him. "You should have made us remember instead of being alone for five years."
          	
          	"I'd rather be alone for a century than hurt the people I love." He stares at her, unwavering. "You're better off without me."
          	
          	"No, we're not."
          	
          	"Yes, you are. This way, nobody gets hurt." He smiles sadly, "I'm better off alone, Nat."
          	
          	"You are not better off alone. No one is. No one has ever been alone and happy."
          	
          	"I never said I was happy." He smiles sadly at her, and she can see how aged and exhausted he looks for a twenty-two year old. 
          	
          	"What happened?" She asks. Five years changes a person.
          	
          	"Nothing. I've always been like this, I'm just too tired to pretend, Nat." He sighs as if he were older and wiser than her.
          	"Please leave. You're better off without me. I don't want you to get hurt."
          	
          	"I can protect myself just fine. You don't have to do this to yourself to protect me."
          	
          	"I'm protecting myself, Nat."
          	"I can't," his voice cracks. "I can't watch another person I love die." Tears fall silently down his cheeks.
          	
          	"Please, leave. Do it for me, *please*."

gay__panicc

Peter—no, Spider-man. Peter hasn't existed since Strange wiped the memory of him five years ago. 
          
          He stands on a rooftop, mask off, talking to Natasha.
          
          "You lied to me."
          
          She looks sad.
          
          "Five years ago—*five years* ago, when Strange was erasing you from existence, you said you would make us remember. You *lied*" She looked at him, eyes shiny.
          
          "I *tried*" His voice cracked. "I did try, Nat. You couldn't remember me." Tears welled up in his eyes. "Neither could Rhodey, or Happy or.."
          
          He trailed off, "Tony." He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I even tracked down Bruce–Hulk? He couldn't remember either."
          
          He looked at Natasha, "I didn't want to push you guys, or take any extreme measures–"
          
          "You should've taken extreme measures!" She shouts, stomping towards him. "You should have made us remember instead of being alone for five years."
          
          "I'd rather be alone for a century than hurt the people I love." He stares at her, unwavering. "You're better off without me."
          
          "No, we're not."
          
          "Yes, you are. This way, nobody gets hurt." He smiles sadly, "I'm better off alone, Nat."
          
          "You are not better off alone. No one is. No one has ever been alone and happy."
          
          "I never said I was happy." He smiles sadly at her, and she can see how aged and exhausted he looks for a twenty-two year old. 
          
          "What happened?" She asks. Five years changes a person.
          
          "Nothing. I've always been like this, I'm just too tired to pretend, Nat." He sighs as if he were older and wiser than her.
          "Please leave. You're better off without me. I don't want you to get hurt."
          
          "I can protect myself just fine. You don't have to do this to yourself to protect me."
          
          "I'm protecting myself, Nat."
          "I can't," his voice cracks. "I can't watch another person I love die." Tears fall silently down his cheeks.
          
          "Please, leave. Do it for me, *please*."

Idkiwannaread1

How's uni bro

gay__panicc

*awkwardly shuffles*
          
          ....hi
          
          So, um, it's been a hot minute....and I am possibly making a comeback?
          
          NOW LISTEN!
          
          I am in university, so that's why I kinda disappeared...
          
          I would like to make it clear that I am not a fan of my old writings and will be rewriting or editing them in some way, but I will not take them down in favor of those of you who like it. This is not immediate. I'm actually kind of dreading going through not just my published but my drafts as well...
          
          Now, I will not be going straight back to writing a whole series because I'm not equipped with that kind of time or energy—HOWEVER
          
          I will be doing cute little, scrabbles?? Is that how you say? Like little writings that aren't exactly stories, kind of oneshots, max probably 3-5k and min 300?
          
          I will list fandoms here, doing any ship and prompt requested so long as it's sensible (as in not offensive or something, crack ships are allowed) :
          
          -hunter hunter (obviously), not just gonkillu, I'll do others if you request
          -haikyuu
          -seven deadly sins
          -ohshc
          -mha
          -demon slayer
          -marvel (no ST*RKER or adultxchild allowed. When I write spideypool, it is in reference to the comics)
          -aot
          -sk8
          -yuri on ice
          -jjk
          
          These are just off the top of my head. If you have other ideas, feel free to let me know!
          
          I don't expect anyone to actually see this tbh cause I kinda disappeared, so I doubt anyone will be checking for me, lol
          
          Sorry I was gone so long,
          Bye for now lovelies <3

Akaneiuu

@gay__panicc I forgor about this app till I saw this announcement  WB THOOO !!
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Blsallday

Wiffeyyy i got hacked. Dont awnser my account 

gay__panicc

Should i be worried? I didnt answer cause i didnt even know it was you with the new pfp and name i just thought it was some rando i added a while back so i didnt even bother to open the chat 
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gay__panicc

@Blsallday so um...in a serious way because i just saw the new user and like pfp
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gay__panicc

this message may be offensive
Um. Hi
          
          I haven't been here in a hot sec.
          
           Buttttt, I have some brainrot ideasss maybe???
          
          So here me out ok, I've been really caught up with the whole percy jackson and the olympions thing, which is literally my roots, you guys.
          
          And hate me if you want, but I low-key love the Hades and Persephone relationship. BUT HERE ME OUT
          
          make it spideypool.
          
          LIKE WADE COULD BE HADES AND PETER AS PERSEPHONE
          
          IT MAKES SENSE????
          
          like if Peter gets surprised or excited, flowers will pop out around him, and Wade will tease him so Peter would just grab him by the collar and kiss him, resulting in a fire.
          
          LIKE COME ON!!!!
          
          IT IS JUST SO CUTE AND AAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          AND EVERYONE THINKS PETER IS LIKE THIS INNOCENT LITTLE FLOWER GOD THING BUT REALLY HE IS A SARCASTIC LITTLE SHIT
          
          anyway.
          
          Sorry for popping up out of nowhere with nothing but some random... whatever that is ^^^
          
          I'm just happy to share an idea because I haven't been like this in a hot sec with everything happening in my life.
          
          With finals that just ended, research for college, my job, and my family. I have just been overloaded with so much that I haven't had time to read or write.
          
          I don't even know if anyone is still checking in here, but if you are, Hi, and Thank You.
          
          For everything.
          
          :)
          
          

gay__panicc

@Kiya_Zoldyck omg hi!!! This was posted in feb, and it's june....I'm so sorry, I never got the notif, and I've been so busy at uni and at work I haven't been on probably since I posted this lmao...but thank you so much! It's nice to know you enjoy my work even if I don't quite enjoy it myself. Sorry I took so long to reply. I never get on here anymore it's sad. But thank you! <3
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Kiya_Zoldyck

@gay__panicc Hello! My name is Apollo, You can call me Kassie or Kiya, or Apollo..it doesn't matter to me. My nicknames are Kas/Kiki. I'm a new follower of yours, I would just like to say you're amazing at writting stories! I found you through a friend of mine, and I'm so glad she recommended you! Also, this is a great idea, I myself would definitely read it! You remind me a lot of myself, the random ideas lol, well nice to meet you and I hope you see this message!
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gay__panicc

I have a little question for you guys,
          
          How would you feel if i took on other fandoms?
          
          Other ships and such?
          
          Dont get me wrong, i still love gonkillu, but I've been kind of pulled into other ships lately.
          
          If i could give examples,
          
          Spideypool, but ONLY comics, no movies. (Maybe Andrew Garfields???)
          
          Kirideku, im ngl it kinda hit me like a train the other day along with other my hero ships 
          (IzuOcha, bakudeku—but it's only season 5 and after, tododeku, ykkk)
          
          Toge x Yuuta from jjk CAUSE GUYS THEYRE ACTUALLY SO CUTE 
          And also gojo and geto ofc ofcccc
          
          Kagehina and other haikyuu ships
          
          
          Plus, basically, anything else i stumble upon
          
          Could also do super family stuff from the Avengers cause i had a superfam brainrot last summer . I have such angsty but also really fun ideas for them
          
          Guys, lmk how you would feel about those???
          
          Even though probably no one will read this cause this account is kind of dead, lol
          
          I hope you all are doing well, i love you all
          
          Bye, lovelys <333

gay__panicc

@hearts444_melody I KNOW RIGHT I LOVE MY PFP AND TY
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__phrog__

@gay__panicc Kirideku is lowkey one of my favs ngl... and for Haikyuu I love love LOOOOOVEEEE NoyaHina but like idk if that's smth you'd write.. but like only when Noya is the "Top" It's weird when they make Hina like a dom but it's like really ooc??? And Noya is like a submissive fem boy $lut. it's just really weird to me cuz Noya is the more perverted one in the first place and it's REALLY ooc for him. like I get not being totally in character but it's basically an oc with the same name and design as the characters. idk and when Hina is the "Top" everything is super perverted and nothing is tame and I prefer when Noyis "top" and taking the relationship with Hina slow and they hang out and have fun and Noya like shows him things and "takes care of him" cuz he's older but like idek if you'd want to write noyahina or be willing to but yea
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hearts444_melody

Girll don’t worry abt that I’m into so much fandoms ships and i still love killugon i will never stop liking it and brus everytime i look at ur profile it gives me butterflies  THE WAY GON IS PROTECTING KILLUA AHH
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