cae

I tried finding your A03, what’s the username?

Um I got a girlfriend now

JFIDIDID I WAS SUPPOSED TO TRY AND ULDATE TODHAUAJAIA I DIDNT WRITE SHTI

MY LANGST BOOK HIT 30K WHAT WHEN

Today, I got out of bed with the grace of a new born giraffe. 
          
          aka I hit every single one of my limbs on my bed frame somehow

I’m in a gc where we talk about fanfics/ideas/tips for fanfics and all that. I had put out an idea I had for just a oneshot (most likely) and someone replied saying it would be amazing if I wrote it- 
          
          That already made me feel nice, so I replied that I would, just gotta finish writing a chapter of MU,,, (I replied later in the day)
          
          And they replied that they had just been talking to their friend about it and how much they wanted me to write it and- 
          
          Just,,,it’s cool that someone could look forward to something that I make,,,it makes me happy :)

hnnng tiddy window

Bruh I tasted blood in my throat the other day and my sister deadass goes “I’m pretty sure you’re dying” so we turn to our doggo and we’re like, “yo lick my hand if I’m gonna die tomorrow” no lick “next year?” no lick “in a month?” AND THEN HE FRIKKIN ATTACKED ME WITH LICKS BWAHAHAHAH BITCH I HOPE SO

me, realizing I’ve watched ratatouille at least once a week for a month: huh.

I hate myself. I just feel so trapped and alone. I want to reach out for help, but no one is there. I don’t want to burden them, they’ve got enough going on. I feel so selfish for wanting someone to just hold me and let me cry. I don’t enjoy anything anymore. It’s scary. I use to be able to escape by reading but it won’t work. Music won’t work. Art won’t work. Writing won’t work. Nothing. Everything is just so muffled to me. I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I just can’t.