Parker

I’ve bee slipping in and out of little space for the past like 3 hours and I can’t manage to stay in or out of it 
          
          I hate it here 

Pro tip time 
          
          Don’t go to a carnival when your on your period 

I don’t think I’ve listened to mcr in like a year, and I just did again today. idk why I stopped. The music slaps man 
          I still remember the words to most of the songs though and I just find that funny 

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GUYS!!!

Besties I just texted my sister I’m agender (but with more explaining in it) and she’s fucking asleep so now I have to wait until morning to get her reaction 
          
          Ik she’s probably  gonna be supportive but I’m just worried my parents will find out through her cause my parents are kind of iffy with people using any pronouns other than she/her or he/him. And I don’t want to get yelled at for how I identify so ye 

HI THIS IS AN UPDATE so I’m agender and I go by he/she/they pronouns now :) and call me Ren for now, I might eventually want to change my name but for now I’m gonna stuck with Ren. Thank you for your time  
          

Okay but the vibes of 6:30 AM, drinking green tea, sitting in the kitchen with the window cracked on a cool spring morning and just listening to the birds chirping and bug noises are immaculate. 

I am not sleeping tonight apparently. Cause I have an LA essay due tomorrow that I still haven’t started and tomorrow I need to start  aN LA book report (I have two class periods to work on it. I’m not allowed to work on it after class) that I havnt read a book or taken notes for yet- which I had a fucking month to do. Then there’s also my history homework, and my math homework. I hate it here.

Do homework or make cupcakes 
          
          This is a hard decision 
          
          On one hand homework, people will get mad at me if I don’t do it
          
          On the other hand C U P C A K E S 

Bruh I didn’t sleep last night and only slept three hours after school and now I can’t fall asleep 
          
          Plz I just want sleep