I’ve tried to kill myself. I don’t say this to get attention. I’m saying this so people don’t do what I have and am…I cut, I drink, smoke and try to drown my emotions in things that are killing me slowly. But the truth is I want to speed it up. Its easier to just put my neck in the noose, or at the hands of me and a gun. Just don’t do what I have. Don’t give love to a boy, wait and give it to a man who will love you.