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I’m sad and hurting everywhere. It’s draining me like a physical and mental torture that’s always unpredictable. I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I just want it to be gone. I’m not asking why me, I’m asking why do I feel like it.
There’s multiple reasons but also none at the same time so obviously I don’t have an answer and it feels shit. I’d probably project my feelings onto a character and write something with that but I can’t describe it so that’s out of the question.
I could try to put all my notes down and do an angst book or some shit but I don’t know how to start shit. I can do it once I actually begin it but starting it is the hardest part and bc of this, I have like five books/fanfics planned. So, I did this instead while listening to angsty music and crying but I still don’t know what to do
Ye, that’s my rant, sorry.