Okay I need to get this off my chest.
So I told my mother I needed to tell her something but I was too scared to. So being the pussy I am I wrote it on paper.
I wrote how Im pansexual and think Im also trans. I put it on the coffee table then sprinted upstairs and cried cuz i was nervous. I also wrote how I didnt wanna talk about it today so ofc she didnt bother me.
The next morning we got in the car to go to school. I was on the verge of tears already thoughts running through my head like 'what if she doesnt accept me'.
She said: "Theres one thing I have to day"
I could only hum cuz I didnt want the quakiness of my voice to show or show how a tear was already slipping from my eye.
"You dont have to apologise for who you are"
Yea I cried again but hid it by looking out the window.
The next day she wrote me a note cuz my homophobic/transphobic grandma was visiting. She wrote and I quote:
"Nothing you say or do would affect my love for you. You are who you are?
I will talk if you want me to.
Dont put any pressure on yourself to think of feel anything. Take your time no rush-- you have alot of growing and exploring to do so just be you.
I love you too
Mum -x- "
(Yes Mum were British )
Anyway I cried again cuz yeah. Anyway, so Im out to my Mum and she accepts me(?). Anyway thats how I came out. Ummm yeah.
Also I wanna ask for a pride flag but dont know how soooo