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My mind is flood with plots and stories that I'd want to write pero walang natutuloy bcs I'm too lazyyy

Hindi ko alam but instead of finding more reason to live, it seems like it's the other way around. Like I'm always making small struggle a big deal so that i could finally find a reason to finally snap and end everything.

Ik jl has a special relationship but not that kind of what I'm wishing for. I know that it was near to impossible for them to actually end up together. I know I ain't that delulu. I'm actually not paying that much attention to the ship these past months. Maybe what made my heart clench about the news is that I'm currently reading a fluff fiction of them. 

Medjo masakit ah

Strangers in a making nga talaga kami haha sakit