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bro i work at a boba place and i just feel extra gay bc of it 

heyyyy

i'm still alive?

BYE GUYS LOVE YOU STAY SAFE PLEASE

HEY so i haven't left yet because i got told some really sad news and i’m gonna read some sad stories to go to bed even tho i’m risking a lot by keeping the app and being home.
          
          bad news: i literally just got home from a 3 week trip with my grandparents and my parents told me we have to put down my dog this week. she's my baby. we've had her since i was 2 and she's literally everything to me. she's a 14 yo golden lab and their life expectancy is 10-12 years but i don't want her to leave us. i've cried so many times already today and i’m so sad. my birthday's on sunday too so it's like ;-;. 
          i was really trying to get out of my depressive state and be better but no here we go further into it because i’m losing my buddy. anyways i'll probably be off by tomorrow morning like 9am PST. if you ever need to send anything my secret whisper is in my bio and i check it like twice a week. if you leave your secret whisper in the comments or even in mine we can still chat and stuff as long as you let yourself known. 
          reminder i’m only leaving for safety purposes because i’m home now and i don't wanna be caught with wattpad and be grounded for life so yeah be safe y'all i love you so much and i'll see you soon <3<3

t minus 6 days till my birthday heh

well so tomorrow is my last day here for probably awhile again because i’m going home and have to get rid of wattpad so if anyone needs to talk or needs anything from me before i leave tomorrow before midday is the last time to do it for a while <3

you ever just cry because you finally realize you've slowly been losing everyone you've ever cared about and they're almost gone and once they do leave you'll be completely alone and all of your worst fears will come true?,,,,,cuz same lol

i’m so sad and lonely and i wanna cry so bad ;-;

i got 15 bug bites on one foot and 23 on the other :D