gaytingz
Wattpad already getting lame as is and they keep deleting books from one of my fav authors on here like bruh I need my gogo juice!
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I should be on an island getting bent over a villa balcony taking some mean strap but a bitch at WORK scrubbing like a mf *cries hysterically*
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Happy mfn Birthday to thee fucking queen Beyoncé Knowles-Carter! The woman who made an everlasting impact on our lives more than she’ll ever know. The woman who had us all looking like walking disco balls and serving high western fashion for two damn summers respectfully. Her music and inspiring words are part of the reason why I’m still here today and I know I’m not alone in that. I love that creole horse lady down, I hope she is having a wonderful birthday.
gaytingz
Honestly my job is the real reason why y’all haven’t seen an update yet. I was given opportunity for a higher position but working especially as a leader in that mf ain’t even worth my energy. Mentally it’s draining and bring out the sour parts of me ion like that. Just overworked, damn near underpaid, and so damn overwhelmed. Ya girl be tired and ready to crash once I get home, I just wanna work and go home.
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@anythingforher thank you sm I appreciate it fr. I just fucking hate working at the place I’m at lol and I refuse to stay another year or more. It’s draining and exhausting. Ima get it together just in a grey area right now.
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@gaytingz I get it, fren, and honestly don't push yourself too hard, everybody got a life outside of this, and we all understand, life kicking everybody's ass, and we just tryna fight back for real, don't fuck up ya mental, tryna write, focus on your love, muah
DivineSucculents
Felt this downn. I hope you’re doing well :)
gaytingz
Do I have it in me to write anymore? Idk my life is changing a lot and it’s all for the good but it’s like I never have time to sit and write like I use to. Like I’ll think about it but when it comes to doing it I just blank lol Working, planning on moving, showing up in my relationship/friendships, even myself it takes time. But I miss writing tho ughhh
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@stalliyonce honestly I appreciate this cause work truly makes my writers block worse, I be so depleted by the time I get home and resting heavy on off days lol I’m gonna take it day by day though, I still write in my drafts here and there.
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But also don’t push yourself to write or anything. Your readers will still be here when you’re ready
stalliyonce
It gets like this, especially when in a relationship. I feel like that’s when I steered away from writing the most, as a lot of us do on here, but it can be therapeutic and sometimes when you need a break from managing the hard things, including relationships/friendships, just write. Even if it’s a sentence or a paragraph. The flow will come eventually.
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Updating Megan soon! Just recovering from this past weekend like y’all once I got home I immediately went into sleep mode. I been in and out of sleep for two days man that lady drained me lmaooo
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Beyoncé owe me nothing. Her voice is so beautiful love and she so fucking fine talking about “gimme kiss” and everybody gave her smooches lmaoo glad to say I had the time of my life last night
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And just like that you’ll never see me mentioning that woman in any of my books whatsoever. It’s one thing to be upset cause of people fucking you over like okay I get that but it’s a different story when you’re going on with this one sided ass “beef” hoping people believe the delusional rants. Either sue whoever wronged you and go bout your life or stfu with the mess cause it’s redundant and tired.
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@gaytingz Exactly! I hated that so much for Meg. It was literally my last line with Nicki—I was nah that’s it. Cause every rap girly you fall out with—and I mean EVERY one, (expect the ones that put up with her shit). You’re just a bully atp, & I ain’t standing for it. Then on top of that you married a registered sex offender & had a baby?!! Yea, something is clearly wrong. I’m prayin' for her kid too—hoping he don’t grow up like them, cause lord.
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@1-800PINK right! There were plenty of times where I thought about including her in my past books but she always ruins it with something fucked up. Talking about Megans deceased mother in such a way to the point where her fans planned to mess with her grave is fucking sick. That Megan’s law line hit a nerve but the truth hurts and it is what it is! That registered sex offender is part of her life forever now. He’s in her freaking bloodline yet she wanna get mad when people don’t fw that rightfully so. Fuck on your sex offender man all you want, still don’t change the fact you and him are weird asf alike. I genuinely pray for her son fr
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literally simple as that, that’s why i stopped writing about her—after that whole megan thing. That lady is manic
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Scratch that I’m seeing her next week lol