gayyerjauregui

hey my bitches ✨ I’m alr no need to worry but I got a new acc bc this one is lowkey embarrassing ❤️ I promise I’m ok though

Bestie are you okay

hope you’re okay :(

The best part of life is reading straight fanfics and the comments LMAO

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I don't like online relationships because you can't tell when someone's being sarcastic or not LMAO

I watched season one of You on Netflix and i fucking kid you not I knew that bitch peach was gay and was obsessed with Beck

one time one of my friends did a who's prettiest competition on Instagram out of my three other friends and I made a fake account just so I could get my score up LMAO
          
           I hope y'all know this is how petty I am

I don't get how people can be so fucking proud of who they are, and I don't just mean that in terms of sexiality. Like, yes I'm gay, but no matter what I tell myself I'll always be so ashamed that I like girls. Because, wouldn't it just be easier to like boys? It'd be easier to fit in, especially since all the straight girls I meet think I'm into them. I dress fem, and tell myself everyday that I like boys. I've known I was gay for 3 or 4 years, so I honestly thought I'd move on from the initial disappointment. But, it's especially hard when people shove it in your face that being gay is a sin, and when you live with a Christian family it makes matters even worse. I've literally had a priest, in my face, tell me I was a disgrace to god because I was gay, and that I was the devil. And whenever I'm with my girlfriend in public, I can't even bare the thought of holding hands because I'm so fucking scared of the stares and the judgment. And I know I shouldn't live up to other peoples judgment, but that's all I've ever known since I was little. 
          
          And again, I know whoever is reading this doesn't give one shit but I've been struggling with this for a while. Like it's totally insane to think that gay marriage was illegal only a few years ago. 
          
          But yeah, my thoughts.