I been struggling recently. My consistency with everything in my life, including my relationship with Jesus, hasn’t been how I know it’s supposed to be. It’s been hard for me to write and when I open my notes app I just stare at half written plots and chapters or just an empty note. I’m so glad that my writing has reached the intended audience and I’m so so glad that the book has been helping people out in the biggest and smallest of ways, but it all feels so undeserving when I feel as though I can’t help myself in this moment. I don’t wanna push out chapters of anything that isn’t intentional, raw, relatable, or Spirit led. I refuse to give y’all bs chapters that have nothing to do with the plot, which is Jesus. It’s always been Jesus. This book has gone so much further than I thought it would, it genuinely has, and it feels as though I’m undeserving cause of where I personally stand with Jesus. I ask that you all remain patient with me, I promise to make it worth while, in the meantime between time, pray for ya girl, I need consistency and a shaking of my Spirit! I love y’all but Jesus love y’all more.
