redamancy (a poem by yours truly)
finally,
it's all clear to me
i came to my senses,
knowing you gave me happiness
"finally" i sighed
thinking about our future
i thought to myself; was this our happily ever after,
or euphoric moments before a disaster?
you loved me first—you told me
that love you never expected me to reciprocate
the love that we promised that we would never get over
your love that i said i would cherish forever
not until our distance grew
not until silence filled us two
i had my suspicions
that you suddenly want me gone
i couldn't handle the paranoia
but somehow you made my point right
can you believe the person who made me feel at ease
was the same person who made me beg on my knees?
you fell first, but i fell harder
i guess it never was our happily ever after
because our love story, from what i see
ended in a tragedy