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Thsi  was  embarrassing 

i hope kanye west has a concert inside of you
          i hope shawn mendes gets his tattoo done inside of you
          i hope boyfriend from fnf has a rap battle inside of you
          i hope cran hibernated in your skin for this winter
          i hope ras hits you with a metal pipe until ur a pulp
          i hope you get crucified by the cishet god
          i hope you mess up on your life plan and slowly spiral down into insanity
          i hope you get choked by a strawberry child
          i hope you believe reincarnation is real and fall off a roof to test it
          i hope a french-italian berry-themed circus troupe comes across you and fucking kills you
          i hope your wife dies in a kitchen fire
          i hope you slit your throat and die in a fire
          i hope you spiral down into insanity and turn into a butterfly
          i hope you get mad over somebody and explode a building bc of them and die in the process

* hanging  out  of  the  cupboard ,  just  staring  at  anyone  who  comes  in  the  kitchen *

* back  to  isolating  herself  in  the  cupboard *

* not  in  the  cupboard  for  once ,  looking  through  a  drawer  in  her  room *

*  hasn't  left  the  cupboard  at  all  in  days  *

*  walks  into  the  house ,  eyes  dull ,  staring  at  the  ground  *

(  Waht  the  fuck  I  forgot  to  play  out  how  i  wanted  to  kill  her  off  and  now  I  forgot  I'm  going  to  explode 
          
          should  I  make  her  come  back  ☹️  )

(  help  me  I'm  too  scared  to  kill  her  off  even  though  I  know  exactly  how  I  want  to  do  it  )

*  trying  to  break  the  lock  on  the  locked  drawer  *