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so like last night i drank some of my mums Malibu coconut rum....its 21% alcohol i think ;-; and now i have a headache and lights make me wanna puke...is this a hangover? i didnt think that I drank that much... like at LEAST 8 gulps but like it was mixed with coca cola... it hurts my head...or an i just congested?

Guess who is now 8 months clean of self-harm! im so proud of myself ✨✋✌️✨❤️✨✌️✋ i love using emojis when they are random lol

so umm....how do you know if you are bisexual? or pansexual? ummmmm..hehe? I am biologically female by de wae but I am genderfluid. so am i even straight if i am genderfluid. am i half straight? wait- isnt that the same as bisexual XD help im having an exisstensial crisis :)

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          im still crying.
          i need an akaashi to get me out of my emo mode....

HEY HEY HEY!!! I just read...In Another Life while taking a break from my homework. :"""""""""""""""") and while i was reading the ending the tik tok sound with bokuto and akaashi in it came on with the katy perry song 'the one that got away' and bokuto said AAAGGKKGKGGAASHSI!!! and it said "in another liiife" and then akaashi said "Bokuto-san" and now im crying again someone help meeeeee. I knew this would happen i still read it and now im just hurt.

OHMAHGAWD ANOTHER THING TO MAKE MATTERS WORSEEEE!
          
          holy fuck okay so lets just say that i may or may not be genderqueer. i question every iitle bit of myself everyday and now i just feel like brittle.
          this just makes everything even better! *very extremely heavy sarcasm*
          
          i cant do this anymore i just want to sleep.

Hello guys! I need some help, okay? Ummmm... so i have been..c-cutting.. for almost 7 months now. I am not sure how to tell my parents. All I can think about is the bad things that can happen, you know? I am struggling. It will be too much for them especially since my mom is now pregnant again. Gosh this woman doesnt stop popping out kids. Itll be her 9th guys...i will have 8 siblings. Our neighbors also have 9 kids so like... Whatever back to the important stuff (not like my mom being pregnant isnt important but..you know what i mean). To be honest, Im terrified. I dont like the fact that I dont know what to do. I also dont like the fact that I dont know why I do what I do. I know that we are all practically strangers, but that makes me feel more comfortable. I feel like if I ask someone who is closer to me, itll all come true that I am a depressed freak who cant do shit right. So please, help me?

Read till they end! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back. I asked "why?" The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels!" Twenty angles are in your world. Ten are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. The universe has seen you struggling with some things and says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in karma send this message to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you...Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore this. If you believe in karma,  drop everything and pass it on. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT YOU THIS MUST CARE ABOUT YOU