I've been writing for quite a bit of time. I wouldn't say it's been a very long time, but if you're wanting numbers, six years.

Thing is, back then my stories extended from a sort of premature teenager angst. Nowadays, I've grown into a different kind of person, relatively the same, but lacking pretty much 65% of the angst I used to have. With this significant difference comes a need to express it. 

Back then, I programmed a from of writing into my head. Every time I write, the program takes hold and the words written down are always the same. I feel myself lack the necessary self satisfaction that comes along with finishing off something you've been working hard at. Therefore, I give up, too embarrassed by the obviously hinted depression that I felt back then. 

I've come to the conclusion that I must change the program, update it to match the newest system it's presented with. That includes diction and expression. That's all there is to it.