geneticnightmare

I’m struggling when people reply to my old comments on certain stories because I can’t reply damn it. Stop replying to my comments I’m getting anxious from not being able to reply and basically diss you

SOFTEND

hey! uh, so, i just stumbled upon here on accident, and i want to say, you doing ok? hope you’re doing well and that you take care of yourself! sorry, your posts just kind of seem a little out of it. [i’m not a creep, i swear but take care!]

geneticnightmare

I actually find it really disheartening how someone would drop a friendship so easily and then put all the blame on the second person just because that person was becoming dependent on someone who was helping them through one of the toughest bits of their depression and basically saving their life.
          
          But, you know, it's all my fault for being a horrible friend and suicidal in the first place. Obviously. You know, since obviously I should have known how someone who never told me anything felt about me being dependent. And while I'm being a petty btch I'm just gonna add that how the fck was I supposed to know when that someone was the one who started pulling away in the first place and n e v e r fcking told me anything but I /should've known/ because I was not having my own problems. No. Not at all. So now I'm the petty btch being blocked left right and center and struggling with even more anxiety and a higher fcking dosage of antidepressants.
          
          But who cares about that anyway.