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genius_flamingo

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uni5396

this message may be offensive 
“You heard me,” they said. And Uni was right. Gen had heard them, loud and clear. From the base of their chest to the part of their lips, they had heard Uni’s question.
          
          “That's really fucking gay, dude,” Gen replied.
          
          “I didn't mean it in a gay way.”
          
          “Still sounded pretty fucking gay to me.”

uni5396

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@genius_flamingo,
            
            You aren’t dead. You can’t be. There’s no way. You’re just sleeping. You’re just resting. You’re just absent. You’re not gone forever.
            
            Except you might be, and I have to stop kidding myself. I need to grow up, I know. I just always thought I would grow up with you.
            
            The doctors won’t tell me what you did, and your mom hasn’t said a word to anyone. I don’t think your dad heard any of what the doctors said. Cloud won't talk about what happened. Everyone is so destroyed, Gen. Everyone is so fucked up. Is that what you wanted? Is that what you fucking wanted?
            
            That’s not fair. I’m sorry. You didn’t want to hurt anyone, did you? You probably thought you were doing everyone a favor.
            
            What did you even do? What did you take?
            
            Did you get high to kill yourself, or kill yourself to get high?
            
            You were an enigma to me, Gen. Always. In that way, I guess you really haven’t changed a bit.
            
            I won’t ask you to write back. I won’t disillusion myself anymore. I know you won’t respond, and I’m sorry for asking you to. I won’t ask you to come back, or wake up. I know it doesn’t work that way. I just wish it did. I really wish it did. I’m hopeful, at least, that you’re happy, wherever you are. I’ll stop bothering you with letters, now. I’d thank you for reading, but I know you’ll never see these. Maybe I'll burn them.
            
            I love you so much. I miss you. I’ll see you soon.
            
            Yours dearly,
            Uni.
            
            HAHAHAHHAHAA IM
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genius_flamingo

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uni5396

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@genius_flamingo,
            
            Out of everyone that I've grown up with in this weird-ass town, I'd have to say that you've changed the least.
            
            The matter-of-fact and no-bullshit attitude of yours hasn't shifted in the slightest, and that logical manner in which you think doesn't seem to leave any room for change, anyway. You're still grounded, your feet are buried in the grass like the roots of a tree. If I'm honest, it's almost surprising that you haven't sunk down into the earth already.
            
            By no means am I saying that you haven't changed at all; that would be a bold-faced lie. Your room has gone from the regular disorganization of an average child, to an almost immaculate representation of what every teen desires: to be perfect.
            
            Just breathe, dude.
            
            I always did wonder what getting high would feel like. I mean, I've taken cough syrup, and that was intense as hell, but weed itself is probably different, right? You said so yourself. You've offered some to me before, but I couldn't. You know how my mom would totally freak if I came home smelling undeniably like weed. I always told myself that I wouldn't be friends with anyone who smoked weed, but you respected my decision and didn't push or ask why, and it made me feel safe.
            
            Besides, I couldn't just drop you like that. I've known you my whole life.
            
            I'm not Cartman.
            
            It's a depressant, right? Weed? Continuously getting a bad rep for being a "gateway drug", even though there isn't any substantial evidence behind the claim? I don't mean to be insensitive, or anything, but a depressant seems like a weird thing for you to be taking. Does it help? Does it decrease stress? Do you think I could try? I could sleep over, and bring an extra change of clothes. I could shower just before I left and my mom would never know, and we could just.
            
            Y'know?
            
            Anyway, I'm rambling at this point. I'll let you go, now. Write back sometime, yeah?
            
            I love you./p
            
            Sincerely,
            your super-best-friend Uni.
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