tracy 💌

hi everyone! i guess it’s been a hot minute since i’ve been on here huh.
          
          i lowkey deleted wattpad because my phone was running out of storage but i’m saving for a new phone with better storage so i don’t really care anymore lol. i’ve been much more active on ao3 with my thangyu fanfiction, and i will be posting it on here as well if anyone is interested! also, i will be taking down my past fanfics in a week so if anyone wants to read the oneshots before they go now’s the chance.
          
          lowkey happy to be back on a familiar platform! i much prefer ao3 but wattpad used to be my ride-or-die haha.

hi elly i know you’re reading this.
          
          you’re amazing.
          
          i love you.

i love having deep talks with my girlfriend where we learn more about each other, even if they’re really sad talks. i love being able to understand her more 

to my beloved girlfriend, if you’re reading this, i want you to know that i love you so much that sometimes it hurts. i struggle saying it to your face because i’m scared of losing you, and because of the damage done to me from my past relationship. you are so beautiful and kind and thoughtful and i couldn’t be more grateful to have you in my life. every little joke, every quick glance, every soft touch makes me feel so loved and happy. i want you to feel comfortable telling me things you wouldn’t normally tell people, and for you to let me know if i take things too far or if you want me to go further, because i care about you and how you feel. i love you, i love you, i love you.

i just got home from a sleepover with my gf we stayed up half the night watching heartstopper and i started to get sleepy by 12am so i watched poorly acted mild horror short films on yt to wake myself up while she watched heartstopper then we called our other friends (who are going on a date soon ) and they told us to kiss but we told them to kiss so they kissed each other’s hands and my gf kisses mine and after they hung up on us we kissed and then we called them and they started screaming it was funny. anyway i stayed up until 2 and my gf stayed up until 4. life is awesome. the next morning she started sending snaps of me to everyone showing off how single they were. sry for ranting dont read this