germmonster12

What if
          
          What if is scary 
          The unknown 
          The what’s gonna happen 
          The will we be okay
          What if is scary
          
          The What if game is stupid
          I used to say 
          Something clicked
          It’s not a game 
          These thoughts invite themselves in and throw a party 
          The what if game isn’t stupid 
          
          The what ifs are loud
          Too loud 
          To much 
          I can’t take it
          They never shut up 
          They attack all the time
          The what ifs are loud
          ~Quin
          This is the ‘What if’ poem I came up with it because of how loud the what ifs can get and how it’s scary to get older

Her
          
          I miss her 
          Her simple smile can light up a room in seconds 
          Her blue eyes 
          
          Her, her
          I love her 
          She’s my inspo.
          She’s what keeps me going 
          What keeps me alive 
          
          I miss her 
          
          To my cousin
          Miss you
          ~quin

Sometimes
          
          Sometimes my thoughts are loud 
          Sometimes too loud 
          Sometimes their too quiet
          
          Sometimes I feel broken 
          Sometimes I wanna cut
          Sometimes I wanna commit 
          Sometimes the what ifs are scary 
          
          But sometimes I feel loved 
          Sometimes I think about my future 
          And how it’s scary that I don’t know what’s gonna happen 
          Sometimes I think about how much people might miss me
          
          Sometimes I feel I’m annoying 
          Sometimes I feel alone 
          Sometimes I feel overwhelmed 
          But sometimes I miss her
          That’s what keeps me going 
          The sometimes these
           Awful feelings suck
          But she 
          She is what keeps me going 

Love yourselves 
          inside and out for you are beautiful 
          and your life is worth living, 
          even if you don't have much. 
          
          Take good care for yourself 
          Drink plenty of water 
          Eat for some of you it may be hard 
          but remember that you have people who love you,
          and are willing to help you you just have to tell them 
          That's the hardest part 
          
          Love your self
          For you are not broken
          You are not ugly
          
          For those of you suffering 
          Keep going 
          Don't cut don't commit 
          You will make it it will be hard but it will be worth it 
          
          Love yourself
          For you might meet the love of your life
          You might meet your kid
          The one you wanna raise and protect 
          
          Love yourself 
          Remember you are beautiful even if you can't see it
          Feed yourself take good care of yourself  
          ~Quin