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getting physical punishment as a child, growing up as a masochist
(fr i said im a masochist as a joke but i dont think its a joke anymore i dont like to harm myself because the bruises aint going away, i just see the pain as a pleasurr, and no im not depressed, tf is wrong with me , im mixed with masochist and sadist, sometimes i live seeing ppl in pain or shit)