i'm going to be on a pretty long hiatus, sorry about that. i don't feel very happy here anymore, but i'll be back someday, maybe. if my account is deleted, it was probably my doing and intention.
i don't know, i just don't enjoy it here that much anymore—i constantly feel pressured to do something, but nothing is happening, you know? don't blame yourselves, it was my fault, sorry for everything.
sorry for disappointing you.