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Hi

Hey I'll be glad if you take a look at my book!!!! It's my first and I hope you like it<<3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/312849775?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=vixen-in-ashes&wp_originator=%2F8IhwJYhEibcMRf6tde2suzsAukzbnV6kjSuCVYG8wg0ZCWAjTiHN8KicenWPcRfbn1EcZ9BYzDhxxhuUSUFQBae3yOX2rnualcvG5oLcufbMFQAwYUHFtWczqgDuLU0

it's been long

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https://www.wattpad.com/story/292252233?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=httpssugaa&wp_originator=mRNb3ZaAc1VyQmeCPbP3AlkuWQTMr4IUWidcpa0XQ5HzAe5AHrIV0GRQKaF3Fy7vP%2FuqWOoh6ao0pFzC2nUfaUgakhNo%2FYds9Bd5FiQbFq%2FubFg1N16AQsQHI8ntzXfM
          
          please check out my first book <3 (not completed)

You're A Malayalee!? Are you!?

https://www.wattpad.com/story/290752753?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=milkyxbabe&wp_originator=ICbi9yCuupPtMcruaI8NnQxQY%2B7JP7yTrDlVpOZLRvawhzHuZ7XwguKPBs3SI39iVGNWzYF%2FCIBxuNLPeJBPH1SJpyJXzFxEqS7pxkJtJlD04gLQOc%2B22%2BtjUeP5AvkR
          
          Please read my book~

(Continue idk who tf reading this long shit)
          
          somehow she stopped that my father still argue with her but not that deep like before but still I had that fear antixity and depression started to eat me alive then I get to know about BTS the first member I know is V when I looked it's a video of Kim Taehyung beging himself I clicked it I really felt happy and peaceful I started to watch more of him if I had a brother he will be like him crazy, cute, funny right for the first time in my life I felt safe at someone after my mother then I get to know about other members all of them then slowly my deperassion started to disapire at that time I read several bad things about BTS that haters say like they are gay (beging gay is not wrong) I was like so what they give me comfort and happiness that's all matters to me then I feeled like home with them then I met this fucking double squishy Duality bunny named "Jung Kook" idk why but it's became hard for me see him like a brother I never fall for a guy like easily like how he Handsome he can be how good-looking he can be still I don't until I personally get to know him personally but for the bunny *sigh* yeah you guessed it right I fell for him not for his looks money or fame for his heart I feel myself in him (sorry if I sound Creepy or weird) 

So if you are an army then share your story of how you discovered BTS why you chosed to became an army here mine 
          
          So I look all happy and tension free that I never talked about my dark past ( it's not dark compared to other people struggles) I was born with a heart problem like I had hole in my heart doctors said that it's hard for me to make it alive 99% people who had this surgery didn't make it but only 1percent people can and iam one of them( That's why iam talking with you all now lol) I had that surgery at the age of 5 the doctors got really shocked that I made it at young age my mom said that after that I went into coma for a week she got scared that she might lose me( me: oh na na na ) cause before I was born she lost 2 people in her stomach because of that I born weak but thank God that my older sister is healthy thanks for not taking her away so...(but that shit told to my mom that i eated the snacks which mom stored for guests ) everything was going well after that surgery but one thing that if I get stressed to much or cry to much I will get pain in my heart maybe heart attack too (no not that dramatic one) I didn't had any heart attack till now (but if I grow old i think I will die because of heart attack skhjhskjh ) one day my mom and dad had a fight It continued for lot of days one day my mom tried to kill herself but again thanks to God that my grandma stopped her but after seeing that I really became deperassed and then Bam my heart started to hurt 24/7 I only thinked about what if she do those things when iam not around her I got really scared somehow she stopped that my father still argue with her but not that deep like before but still I had that fear antixity and depression started to eat me alive (wattpad maximum letters shit dosent allow me to post fully so iam posting half here)

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