I will discontinue my books.
As much as hard it has been for me and heart breaking to see you guys waiting but my mental health has been taking toll on me.
I've been diagnosed with migraine, anemia and anxiety. As much as I used to love to work myself to death. It's now affecting my present. I have alot like alot of stuff to get done. This headache won't stop and I can't take stress. I need to take precautions before it gets worse.
Never in my life I had to take regular medicine. Never had any issue or illness, hell I didn't even get COVID even though I was working in the lab for 10 hour straight surrounded with infection. It's overwhelming, it's annoying. I can't stomach that I put so much efforts to gain healthy weight but I'm still clinically weak and malnutrition lol
It's affecting my studies, my job, my relationship with my boyfriend ( he's the sweetest baby ever) and my friends and family.
I know it's very common but I might be struggling with other underlying mental health problems which is making everything difficult for me according to my doc.
Stay safe, prioritise your health and keep your loved one safe. I can't be really empathetic now because I'm into numb mode. I apologise for this
Love, error <3 see you soon, hopefully
thank you for everything