ANHEDONIA

HEY WHATS UP GUYS!!! SO I ENDED UP THROWING MY LUNCH TRAY AT MY EX AND YELLING AT HIM SO I GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AWAY FOR A WHILE.. GULP. BUT I DIDNT GET SUSPENDED BC HE ADMITTED SAYING THAT STUFF ABT ME AND I JUST GOT ISS FOR A FEW DAYS!! CHAT IS THIS A W??!!

Guys I found out my ex was talking shit about me and saying horrible things, so I chewed him out over texts. I’m lowk nervous to look at him in third period tmr.. and I’ve been pissed at him so I think I might end up throwing my lunch tray at his head? Idk I’ve been feeling mega devious lately..

New book. The Sub urban fandom is small now though so I think it’s gonna flop but that’s fine bc I LIVE FOR HIS MUSICKXXKXKXP

HELP I CAUGHT MY HB LOOKING AT ‘GOTH DOMMY MOMMY’ POVS. IM GONNA CRY.

tonight.

Hi guys, I just wanted to address some stuff.
          
          (Also this is my second time writing this because I accidentally deleted it last time..)
          
          So I know about a year ago I was really active on here. I had a series of books I was working on at the same time, and I was on my wattpad GRIND. But I also know that lately I have gone dark on this platform.
          
          I want to be straightforward on why. I am not gonna sugarcoat anything by saying ‘I’m working on something big’ or, ‘this is for something huge’, because it’s not. I was burnt out from multitasking and writing multiple books at once.
          
          I want to say that I am sorry for discontinuing and removing some of my books in the past, regarding the burnout. I was just tired and I didn’t know what to do at the time, as I was getting a lot of attention. 
          
          Also, thank you for that attention. I have over 30k reads on one of my books, and that absolutely astonishes me to another level. I feel so accomplished and loved by you all. I feel as if by having you guys, I am on another level of lucky. I could not be more grateful for the loyalty you all have gifted me regarding my work.
          
          You may still be wondering why I am writing this. The honest answer is, I am coming back. But this time I’m making sure to come back strong. I am not saying I’m coming back as I used to, I mean I’m coming back balanced and refreshed. I am refraining from discontinuation of my books easily due to these past few months.
          
          I will update ONE BOOK AT ONCE, excusing my digital ‘diary’. I think it may be related to Finn again, as I am back in the fandom for the 1128288282nd time. Thank you, and I’ll probably have my books first few chapters out soon<3
          
          (My South Park book will remain on hold)

I’m actually about to tweak out this isn’t a vent or anything but I am literally having the worst panic attack right now and I don’t know watafak is going on?? I honestly pray that I’m dreaming right now because what just happened can’t be real.

Muah ha ha ha ha me update on wattpad after months, me mischievous piece of shit rehehehehhh

Do yall have any tips on how to pull fine shyt?? I’m desperate when I tell you they got me on my HANDS and KNEES!!!

Yall remember yarichin b club? That one anime ppl were raving abt in 2020 cuz of those absolutely FOUL lyrics? Good times nglll..