ANHEDONIA

posted something INSANELY embarrassing on my story, it’s about time I get fucking humbled I guess. I’m never coming back from this, ok?

Put out another chapter of my book, I’m working on a Ziggy one rn!!

Guys I just ate an entire pizza I’m gonna explode

HEY WHATS UP GUYS!!! SO I ENDED UP THROWING MY LUNCH TRAY AT MY EX AND YELLING AT HIM SO I GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AWAY FOR A WHILE.. GULP. BUT I DIDNT GET SUSPENDED BC HE ADMITTED SAYING THAT STUFF ABT ME AND I JUST GOT ISS FOR A FEW DAYS!! CHAT IS THIS A W??!!

Guys I found out my ex was talking shit about me and saying horrible things, so I chewed him out over texts. I’m lowk nervous to look at him in third period tmr.. and I’ve been pissed at him so I think I might end up throwing my lunch tray at his head? Idk I’ve been feeling mega devious lately..

New book. The Sub urban fandom is small now though so I think it’s gonna flop but that’s fine bc I LIVE FOR HIS MUSICKXXKXKXP

HELP I CAUGHT MY HB LOOKING AT ‘GOTH DOMMY MOMMY’ POVS. IM GONNA CRY.

tonight.

Hi guys, I just wanted to address some stuff.
          
          (Also this is my second time writing this because I accidentally deleted it last time..)
          
          So I know about a year ago I was really active on here. I had a series of books I was working on at the same time, and I was on my wattpad GRIND. But I also know that lately I have gone dark on this platform.
          
          I want to be straightforward on why. I am not gonna sugarcoat anything by saying ‘I’m working on something big’ or, ‘this is for something huge’, because it’s not. I was burnt out from multitasking and writing multiple books at once.
          
          I want to say that I am sorry for discontinuing and removing some of my books in the past, regarding the burnout. I was just tired and I didn’t know what to do at the time, as I was getting a lot of attention. 
          
          Also, thank you for that attention. I have over 30k reads on one of my books, and that absolutely astonishes me to another level. I feel so accomplished and loved by you all. I feel as if by having you guys, I am on another level of lucky. I could not be more grateful for the loyalty you all have gifted me regarding my work.
          
          You may still be wondering why I am writing this. The honest answer is, I am coming back. But this time I’m making sure to come back strong. I am not saying I’m coming back as I used to, I mean I’m coming back balanced and refreshed. I am refraining from discontinuation of my books easily due to these past few months.
          
          I will update ONE BOOK AT ONCE, excusing my digital ‘diary’. I think it may be related to Finn again, as I am back in the fandom for the 1128288282nd time. Thank you, and I’ll probably have my books first few chapters out soon<3
          
          (My South Park book will remain on hold)

I’m actually about to tweak out this isn’t a vent or anything but I am literally having the worst panic attack right now and I don’t know watafak is going on?? I honestly pray that I’m dreaming right now because what just happened can’t be real.