christina jane

this blog about hope and mainly trust who do we trust family,friends,pets,boyfriend,girlfriend,ex,ex friend or yourself and what do we trust on our secrets,story,past or your lifeline but do we see whats going on if we open up to anyone but family off course they will tell someone otherwise why would they ask so be careful of who you trust and know your circle and be very suspicious like last night i went out for dinner with friend and mum and my mum got confused between a drink or desert and even a waitress was talking about us behind our backs so let me ask you again to reassure you who do you rely on and trust for me i only trust family and no one else cuz they will be backstabbers, 2 face people smiling at you as they walk away and acting nice to you and as soon you look away from them they start showing there true colors and self but then theirs hope why do we hope on the person or people to come back that has hurted and back stabbed you once a backstabber always will be a backstabber cuz they will do it again and the number one rule about this dont you ever believe or accept there apologies and dont worry karma will get these kind of people twice as bad as they done to you so just wait for the moment cuz they only luring you back to there trap just to hurt you again cuz once they make you happy and comfortable and everything normal again they will attack you again aka hurt and backstabe  you again and they will keep doing this til you hit rock bottom and they only there for your drama,gossip and story just to spread it around to people they and you know and you only know yourself and the truth so dont believe them and carry on and everyone has weak spot so find it and attack back and remember dont open up to someone 
          
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and your mouth gets dry as a bone than your shaking and sweating your body cant make up its mind if it wants to be cold or hot but this is called hot and cold flushes but you hear voices in your head saying things that whatever you do is dangerous so were cotouis and careful oh wait there more visions of events happening and somehow we believe it all as they say been there done that but  we haven't am i right so anxiety takes you away from reality make everything seems fake like a dream it has it ways to make us trip out and feel weird which keeps us at this are same place the corner or the bed like we must stay at home til we fine again and we all have anxiety for different reasons not sure what gonna happen,scared of yourself,people,place,,worried about yourself or having fear  to see group or one enemy all the time which brings me to here PSYCHIC senses as normal casual person have say about 5 senses which is SMELL,SIGHT,TASTE,HEAR AND FEEL but psychic senses is SMELL,SIGHT,TASTE,HEAR,FEEL AND SPIRITUAL SENSE ... we can hear what your thinking like sooky in true blood and we can sense your emotions of how you feel emotionally.. so i know what you feel or think about me but ive been in room full with every single person who hate me and oh my gosh that was so bad for me i can sense how thick and severe and how bad the negativity energy in that room was feeling unwanted,hated and uncomfortable in that room that i had severe anxiety attack so bad please let me know i am not only one who had anxiety attack so bloody bad that i could not move without vomiting and can not see yep anxiety we hate you 
          
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this blog is about anxiety or whatever you call it of how i deal with it or actually what happens in my view and i know people who will judge about this just saying negative comments will be deleted and you will be blocked this apply to all my social medias dont get me wrong you all allowed to comment your thoughts on my blog but hey we all deal and go through things differently so anxiety rant here we go. what is anxiety and what its like ?. anxiety to me is like your own demon that your facing one minute your fine everything going your way than BOOM!! anxiety comes up and changes everything and everyone around you freaks out like once your all happy,positive,cheery,out going than all of sudden your quite,jumpy,scared and out of focus of everything around you or lets say out of it all you want to do is run to your room go to corner or bed and curl up in ball and complete hate and overthink about everything and yourself and thats when anti social comes in that all of sudden you hate everyone and especially people and get very annoyed of everything and everyone congrats you just reached level 2 of anxiety being  the edge everything you do and say is dangerous your senses are tripping out eye vision is blury or goes complete blackout hearing is going in and out or fuzzy like high pitch noise

it really sucks how not even one person not even close family member or friend can tell how much pain you going through or if you suffering through your own hell and why is the word are you ok made up  when they know when we're not ok or do they like yeah it feels ok when they say are you ok to us cuz then we know when someone cares for us but day later they not there one thing I know dont trust anyone with you past story or pour your heart out to anyone cuz these days everyone is selfish and heartless like I go to street and so many people bump into me without apolgies or explaination was that barge for reasion cuz if it is well dont forget we both end up at same place at same time and if I see you again ill do the same thing you did to me but much worse like no matter what religion you from but karma applies to us all and I run by the reke and karma way i mean use to care and hurtless and kind to everyone but now i know the air has toxicated everyone to be selish and heartless if someone laying on floor hurt and surrounded by people  not even one person will stop and help but if your one out hundred people who does care and help someone out than i thank god for you yeah every place has bad area and bad people and im the oine who end up there sometimes I do feel like wearing mask on my mouth like the asians where when there sick cuz the air toxicated with selfishness and I do thank and respect people who are nice and kind hearted and who actually cares and wouldnt mind converstaion welcome to stuffed up world and wentworth and orange is the new black taught me to plot your revenge to the people who disrespected you but that karma work thank you and dont forget to comment your thiought on this blog xo

hey everyone im back with new fb page yep times moving fast i mean it seems like yesterday was halloween n now xmas is coming up really fast how crazy is that anyway ive been writting alot from books n websites for witchcraft and changing up my facebook pages so this one is new one i editing day by day so make sure to like,share and follow my fb page to be update with everything i do xo https://www.facebook.com/christinnajane1/

hey everyone im back with new fb page yep times moving fast i mean it seems like yesterday was halloween n now xmas is coming up really fast how crazy is that anyway ive been writting alot from books n websites for witchcraft and changing up my facebook pages so this one is new one i editing day by day so make sure to like,share and follow my fb page to be update with everything i do xo https://www.facebook.com/christinnajane1/

HERE A CLEAR MESSAGE TO EVERYONE AND SPREAD THE WORD PAYPAL IS FRAUD AND FUCKED UP THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANYONE NOT EVEN THERE CUSTOMERS THEY KEEP TAKING MONEY OUT OF YOUR BANK WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION AND Won't EVEN GIVE YOUR MONEY BACK PAYPAL IS FRAUD #SPREADTHEWORd

whats up guys it Christina Jane here updating from last time im trying my best to motivate myself of doing YouTube videos and blogs like this and others often but its rough for me lately so im here to talk about my lifestyle and beliefs of being witch in wicca group as ive being borrowing books and researching spells,curses,rituals,hexes and paranormal things like ghost,demons,cults and challeges and games of what everyone doing such as jesse baron and dont forget to check out mine and jesse channel and click suscibe and like button my channel is #christinajane and Jesse baron channel is #jessebaron and also dont forget to join my community or group on amino its the same name as my YouTube channel dont be afraid to message for advice or info about witchcraft and paranormal things as im expert of both so what im doing is copying of sites and books on my book of shadows>my laptop>pages,sites,media,>youtube videos and live stream so yeah dont forget to check out my YouTube channel #christinajane hit the subscribe and like button and share you love by sharing my channel around xo

guys goes who back i am yep the reason why i was away my laptop was broken n swipe everything off n good news i got ghost kit but i will be deleting the fundraiser

good news everyone the video back on n fixed so go check it out n don't forget to subscribe like n share 
          
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