Nico

Y'all remember River? Cuz I just went through it and,, what the fuck was I thinking with that lmao-

I'm alive I guess. 

how do you politely tell someone you want them to kiss you until you can't fucking breathe?

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W̮ḫy̮ d̮o̮ I̮ e̮v̮e̮n̮ t̮r̮y̮ w̮ḫe̮n̮ I̮'l̮l̮ b̮e̮ r̮e̮p̮l̮a̮c̮e̮d̮ i̮n̮ t̮ḫe̮ e̮n̮d̮?

I feel like everyone I cared about has forgotten me,  hates me,  or is starting to hate me and it makes me feel so alone,  and small,  and helpless and all I can do is cry. 
          Send help or send death

I wanna fucking cry 

Sad?
          Happy?
          I dont fucking know.
          Please just shoot me and let me die.

So I'm dating some1 now.
          I'm happy as fuck.
          

I hate the fact that it feels like everyone that I cared about in the past has completely disappeared from my life